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To the Letter To the Letter Volume Z I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

Pie Crust Promises

for Julie Andrews I THOUGHT WE WALKED TOGETHERON THIS LIFEPATHSWEPT,WINDBLOWN…… ……BUT WHENI TURNED AROUNDFOR YOU,I FOUND IWALKED ALONE… September 1988I’M NOT AFRAID OF THE DARK # 5

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume Z I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

Lightmares

The Sunchildren travelon Long Gold Beamsto Earthwhere TheyLight up MyDreams. But ifthe Sun setsin My Hearta Moonbeastroams MyNightmares. May 1988I’M NOT AFRAID OF THE DARK #7Finnegan

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume X I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

Fit to Be Tied

Free write/speed light/jag and jibe andsteel bright. Cold fish/dirt dish/splash and flash anddeath wish. God sends/no end/rings and things andgood friends. Dead flies/nice try/squash such washingwhite lies. Bum rap/bull crap/don’t take/can’t shakedeath trap. White gold/thus told/streets that heat/I’mso cold. 16 OCTOBER 1991I’M NOT AFRAID OF THE DARK #8Finnegan

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume Z I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

Zomba, Queen of the Ghouls (Part One)

dead men tell no tales from the silenceof the grave/though the no-soulsare screaming/in the pitsof Gaping Darknessfor just…for just one….for just one Voiceto speak with/remember themwith fondness/gravereminders/arefor the living notthe dead are livingnot the dead mentell no tales 9 October 1991I’m Not Afraid of the Dark #9Finnegan

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume Z I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

Zomba, Queen of the Ghouls (Part Two)

taste is a treatto the senses ofthe flesh/to the stretching of one’s gut/to the smashing of the fist/and the Darknessat its pit/I’ma woman of the Night/with the willows in her Hair/Andthe silence of the grave meansI’ve nothing left to Eat…. 23, October 1991I’M NOT AFRAID OF THE DARK #10Finnegan

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume Z I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

Zomba, Queen of the Ghouls (Part Three)

Lathered up in slobber/They/thedripping grave robbers/They/the ripping grave robbers/Arethe stealing Flesh-Eaters/Arethe peeling skin seekers andthe sucking meat peoplefrom the Tower Church steeples inthe Sunday Sun/Shining/As the Restless Dead/Climbingfrom their Stinking Crypts/SCREAMING/But there’s no one to give Tribute to an Undead Queen/She/a Floating Fancyin the Howling Night/Fancy Her a Terror/Priest-Preying/She’sa Vicious Beast Slaying/And She adds now […]

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Something Sleek on Cyborg Beach

*FOR TIMMY LADD Lovely sandswept sundrenched BeachReflects in your Steel Eyes…palm Trees are Nice…(slick Black Tears, thick Black tears)Clouds are nice…(rusted Sex, rusty Lust)Sea-Gulls are nice…(Monotone tunes of tin can whales)Skies are Nice…(Insufficient Data)waves are Nice…(Twisted Steel Hearts)Lookinglooking glassLooking Glass Eyeslook at melook at me blue OCTOBER 1988I’m Not afraid of the Dark #14Finnegan

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume X I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

Movement in this Silver City

We aremoving quicklythrough Dark Tunnelshot and sticky.No realexplanationfor this causeof CelebrationLight leaksdown my fingers……Think You’ve gotYourself a Winner?Steel stabsup the glass skyStarved, Impoverishedmouth the word “why?”HatesilksLovelaceWhere did you get that gleaming Steelface?HatesilksLovelaceWhere did you get that gleaming Steelface?White lipsblow a Scorched Kiss,Block your faceand feel the Flames hiss.We aremoving quicklythrough Bright Tunnelscold and dripping.Fights ofCelebration·Dance […]

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume X I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

Walk the Stroll

FOR MY ETERNAL PIERSISTERS /ANTHONY LABEIJA/LUNA/TRACI MASTERS/BLUE/MARIA DIAZ/DONNA/CHRISSY PENDAVIS/ANDY HASKINS/ANGEL/JACKIE/JESSE/PANTHER/THE LEGENDARY MISS BIANCA/AND MY #1 LOVECUP RICO FOURTEENTH STREETRED LIPS LICKINGPAST PARKED TRUCKSSHADOWS STICKINGTO YOUR BODYWHILE YOUR TRICKING WALK THE STROLLWATCH FOR ALICETHINK TO BREAK LAWSFEEL COOL MALICE HIDE YOUR FACEIN THE DARKNESSWHILST “JOHN’S’ LIMO SIDES THE WET CURBYOU WANT HEATHE KNOWS STARKNESSPULLS YOU TO […]

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume Y I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

Tea-Bags for Vampires

For Min-Phay Chiou, Maria Diaz and Debbi Kempton-Smith There was this really cute boyspitting outall this stuffthat was going through my head/or on top of my Skullon Which I fasten aSky-Blue band of Cloud- filled Dreams(if Clouds be Fluffy)My Nose is StuffyAnd I. find Myself. sneezing out. the Flowers.In a. Field full of Daisies. That […]

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume X I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

Grandmother Moon Remembers Madness

(a Poem for the Necromedium) Gray Ladystiff and coldYours is the Light of My EyesThat Dark Tunnel movingWindswept, towards the Backof my mind, Where I remember Beatings, Such echoedWhips, such Stinging Lashes, Such Throbbing Violencein My Templesall contracting at the tipsof my fingers, where I rub them.He put Youin the Dark Moist Earth,Gray Lady,And I […]

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume X I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

Grandmother Moon Remembers Murder

(a poem for the Necromedium) Gleaming blade,splashed Scarlet Drops to makea joyful noise unto the Dark Lord ofSuffering, a Gray Lady Downis a wonamn of SubstanceA woman of much fleshtone, as the paintingneeds a bit more Red…The Silver Noise is the whisper of dustto Her. Grave Gray Lady, and She sits in herChair and rocks […]

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Ugly Women have Pussies, Too

(Written while Slaving All Day Over a Hot Snatch) *for Jade 4 U, Darnella Williams and Tom Robbins Pussy is holy.I loves Pussy(Pussy that is Clean, not Funky)I knows Pussy runs in the Family…I find Pussy Hilarious!Look! See? My Pussy is doing Stand-Up Comedy! (oof! oof!)I want to wrap my Pussy-Lips ’round your Gigglebone of […]

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Homopoetry

FOR TRENT REZNOR WHEN FINNEGAN SAYSHE LOVES MANKINDHE REALLY ISN’T KIDDING….. HE LOVES MEN / ALL KINDS OF MEN/MEN YOU WOULDN’T DREAM OF…. TALL MEN /BROAD MEN /SHORT MEN /BORED MEN /OLD MEN /YOUNG MEN/ MEN WHO LIE/HOT MEN/ SAD MEN/ROCK MEN /MAD MEN/ BAD MEN/GLAD MEN /MEN WHO’VE DIED BLONDE MEN /ROAD MEN/ AVOID […]

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New York City Pansexual Stories

For Debbi Kempton-Smith, Barbara Brady and Mistral Hjort She said“Cocteau Twins. Candles. Darkness.” He said“Don’t give me any Nasty Ideas.” They satat Dinner at half-past NineGod-like, Gorgeous, Drunk on Wine She said“Crystals. Nature. K.D. Lang.” She said“Unfit/Lipstick/Loveprints/Satirical/Feminist-Separatist/means this/Political/and thatmeans this…..Doubleplusvenus!!” She’d notask HERout again ……. He saidsomethingmuted, tortured …….. He did notsay WhatHe meant They […]

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Gently, By The Masochist

_____________________________________________for Mistral She holds My beating heartin her iron fistand She won’t let it go./..She is Pain, in all forms, All Manifestations./..She skins Me Alive witha Critical Crueltylaughingwith no unclear Derisionat My Imperfections/..Sensual, Beautiful,Elegant and Silently Empowered/..She opens Her Dark Horrible Eyesto fix upon Me a Stare which Shatters the Diamonds of Strung TogetherStars Above,and […]

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You Know…

For Paco Across the Fiery Wheelof Heavenstand Youand Iin Opposition,Perpendicular under… Stars in my pocketStars in my handsStars in my eyes When Love is never good enough Take me by the hand downHands downPants downUpside downTo your War-torn KingdomsTo your Dark and Sunless GardensTo Your Solar-System of Faithless Faith Where Love is never good enough […]

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume Y I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

Tea at the Apocalypse

For Jonathan Walsh At the Endof the Worldwith a High Fiery MushroomingRed CloudAlight in our Eyes,(And being One with Vaporizing Bones Everywhere)there is nofurther reason to arguethat He Who Has the Most ToysReally Matters…. But there I was,Arguing in Your FavorInvincible against Destructionand Alivein the God White Eyeof Fire, Unscorched and not feeling the Heat,Not […]

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume X I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

Master of Darkness

I just wantedyou to knowwhyALL the Fliesseem to be so Attracted to Me/Maggot/ I am The Lord of The Flies and Youare But one of the ManyNastyNippingCreatures of Darkness.from Hell/I have just seemed to Spawn fromMy Cold Black Womb/which just happens to doubleas My Anus/ Sometime from Now/When Your Clear Irridescent Wings Bloom/and You learn […]

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume X I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

That Flesh

For Alexander Tinti and John Castaneda (J.C.) This is an Ode to the Sickness of Bodies ….Between the Blade of BoneAnd Teeth and GumMy tongue meatsqueezed white with pressuresplits at the tipand Bleeds hesitant Traces of HIVContaminatedI am a-Diseased Beastand Dyingand shriveling away to a Shrieking TerrorI Scream Bloody Fucking Murder!and You Murdered MeYou Stupid […]

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume X The Insidious Illusion of Choice

PussyAssed Penguins?

English How Many Purple PenguinsPenned by PaupersCan You Pick? How Many Purple PeoplePitched in PoisonCan You Fuck? How Many Purple PebblesRained From HeavenCan You Trust? How Many Purple PotionsSplashed in PassionCan You Love? The Insidious Illusion Of Choice # 125 June, 2003Koln, Germany Dutch Gepoesdekonte Pinguins? Hoeveel Paarse PinguinsGepind door PaupersKun Je pikken? Hoeveel Paarse […]

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume X I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

Black Cherry Bitch

*for Carleen Passenant and Toni Halliday SHE WEAVES THE WEB,A RETENTION OF FIBERS/SELECTED DESIRES FROM HER STRIPPED AWAY WIRES/EMERGING,CHROME PLASMA/THESE POOLS OF MIASMASWIRL A MONITOR’S BLIZZARDOF BLINDING WHITE NOISEAS SHE SMILES AT THE SCISSORS/SHE CAN’T STAND THEMSHE CAN’T STAND MENSHE CAN’T STAND THEMSHE CAN’T STAND MEN/SHE SPITS AT THEM/SHE SEVERS THEIR THREADS/THIS GOESTO HER HEAD/SHE […]

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The Unacceptable Truth of Love

For Barbara Brady Pitiless in HateThough Desperate for Love/The Queen of Doom Awoke from the Black Sleep of the PitHungry/For something Young and FreshTo Feast On…../She went Outinto the Winter of Her Desire/a Storm of ColdCleanSterility/Clothed only by Lies which she Esteemed Most LovelyThough Her Glamour wasI r r e s I s t a […]

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The Truth is Naked

*FOR JONATHAN WALSH REMEMBERING OUR FIRST KISSWHILE WE WERE BOTH TRIPPINGON ACID IN THAT CHELSEA HELL-HOLE//IN MID-TOWN MANHATTAN/AND TRYING TO FORGET THE PAIN/REMEMBERING AND UNABLE TO FORGET OUR SEXAND HOW IT FELT SO RIGHT/MOST NOTING YOUR MOANS OF PLEASURE AND ECSTASY STILL CAUGHT IN MY EARS AND EYESECHOING THERE FOREVER AND FOREVER/AND FOREVER AND FOREVER […]

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume X I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

Odd

*FOR LAURIE ANDERSON AND KEVIN ROSS BALL GO INCUBATE INDELICATE LANGUAGEANO COMMUNICATEDOOM •••••…. A BADLY SCRIPTED SCENARIO WHERETHE ONES YOU LOVE MUST BE SACRIFICED CRUELLYTO THE INSECT GODOF LIESABOUT NOTHING WE EVER WANTEDBUT EVERYTHING WE DENIEDTHAT WE LOVED EACH OTHER BYTHE STARLIT FIELDS OF A COUNTRYSIDETHE TALKING HEADS ON TV DECLARESO MUCH HEALTHIER WITHOUT THE […]

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume X I'm Not Afraid of The Dark

ManChanics

INSIDE SHATTERINGGLASS WORLDSI AM REFLECTING •••••••••••• //WANNA BE A BLACKMAN/WHITELAND/CLONE ••••••••••••• IWANNA BE A BLACKMAN/ WHITELAND/DRONE •••••••••••••INSIDEWE ARE ALL THE SAMESHATTERED MESS OF DREAMS/INSIDEWE ARE ALL. THE SAME/WE ARE ALL IN THE SAMESAD AND SORRY SCENES/WE ARE SHARING THE SAME SICK DREAM/WEARE ALL THE SAME PRIMAL SCREAM·I N S I D E••••••••••••/You CANNOT STEALWHAT You […]

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Godzilla Never Asked to Be Born

*FOR FACEBOY THERE WAS A TIME SO CLEANWHEN LIFE HERE ON EARTH WAS RESPECTED FORTHE PRIMAL AND THE WILDFOR MOTHER NATURE HAS EVEN BLESSED HER MONSTERS TODAY WE DON’T BELIEVE ANYTHINGWITHOUTTHE LENSESOF SCIENCE AND CYNICISM WHICH,LONG AGO WAS TAUGHT TO US BY THE PRIMAL…. NOWWE CHOOSETO CUT OURSELVES BY DEFINITION INTO SWEET LITTLEBITE-SIZED SNACKS BECAUSE […]

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Why Godzilla is Not Very Nice

*FOR JASON SPIRO FOR YEARSTHEY HAVE PAINTED SICK PICTURES OFTHE WORLD, OF THOSE THEY ESTEEM INFERIORAND OF THEMSELVES ARROGANTLY THEY DECLARE THEY DOMINATE THE PLANET BUT WE KNOW BETTERDON’T WEO SHARP BRIGHT TEETH? (COLD SCREAMING MOUTH AGAPE) TONIGHTWHEN WE RISE FROH THE DEPTHS OF THE DEEP BLACK WAVES WE SHALL RE-EDUCATE THE NAKED APESWE’LL TEACH […]

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Why Godzilla is Not Very Funny

IN ONLYTHE SWEETEST GESTURESDO WE SLASH EACH OTHER TO RIBBONSROASTING EACH OTHER ALIVE IN EFFIGY COMEDYIS THE ART OF VIVISECTING THE VISION OF OTHERS WE ALL LAUGH IN EARNEST ATYOUR MORE SERIOUS ATTEMPTSTO EXPRESS TRUTH, WHICH TO UsIS PASSE- – ·- — WE KNOW THE CENTRAL TRUTH ISTHERE IS NO CENTRAL TRUTH,ONLYCOMEDY CENTRALBROADCAST FOR A […]

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Lit

*FOR LEE DOWNNG WHERE THERE’S SMOKETHERE’S HEAT /WHERE THERE’S LIGHTSOMETIMESTHERE ‘S A BLAZE/CAN YOU SMELL IT?/THE STINK OF BURNINGPLASTIC/CAN YOU FEEL IT GET JUST A LITTLE BIT HOTTER IN HERE?/IT’S REALLYNOT YOUR IMAGINATION/ AND THERE ARE DEMONS IN THE LIGHT /DEMONSWHO CAN SING AND DANCE/DEMONS WHICH CAN AMUSE AND ENTERTAINBUTNEVERTHELESS THEY ARE DEMONSAND YOU HAVE […]

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The Creature Did No Such Thing

English THE CREATURE Did/CREATURE/THE CREATURE DIDSweetly…/… THE CREATURE did/CREATURE/THE CREATURE DIDMeekly…/… THE CREATURE Did/CREATURE/THE CREATURE DIDSleekly ../…. THE CREATURE did/CREATURE/ THE CREATURE DIDTeach Me…./………………THE CREATURE DID FEATUREA HOLE IN ITS TEEF-AHS//A HOLE IN THE ROWSOF ITS SHARP, SHINING CHOMPERS… THE CREATURE DID LECTUREA MEAL FROM ITS TEACHER/ /A SOULIN THE HOLEOF ITS SOLD, VACANT FEATURES..//.. […]

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Foretold Future Energy Readings

English LET ME TAKE THIS LIGHT/THIS LIFEI HAVE BEEN GIVEN/… /….THIS ENERGY/… LET ME LOVE AND LOOK UPON IT ALWAYSAS PRECIOUS AS IT WAS GIVEN TO ME/………PURE…/WHOLE….……/INTENSE…../CLEAN…../LET THE ENERGY THAT I AMBE. LET THE ENERGY THAT I AM/FREELYBE SUFFICIENT/VIBRATING AWAY DECEPTIONS/…..PROBING DEEPLY QUIETFOR TRUTH/AS IT DOES ITS REGULAR AND FREQUENTUNSEEN WORK./ FLOWING BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFULLY […]

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Fear and Fart

English Breathlessfor a dark passion,She is His Hunger/She is His He/A Nancy Boy—A Drag-Thing/… Castrated by   Delusional Society…./…            Ghosts between His LegsHe Prays        for Bigger Tits   to ParadeWounded…/Weeping…/Dying…………./But Still Dancing    From The Womb    to the Grave,Begging       and Bitching   for Money…/..             And Now ………….Here Lies Nobody                   R.I.P/…. Once Upon a Time,Death came to Visit Me/I had nothing to Offer Death […]

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Where is the Moon

English *For Gavin Ritchie Where is a Moon’s LightShining in the SkySpaced Clean in StarlightShining in My Mind? Why is this cold lightshining in my EyeandCalling all The Night ThingsSinging to The Sky? Where Sing the insects?Where sing the frogs?Where Sing the felines?Where sing the dogs? How hides EternityIn What We Call “The Light?”Sparkling Purity?Pure […]

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Beautiful Flowers

English It was only LoveWhich WAS THE TERRIBLE Consequence of The HeartA Chemical Reaction of Sound and LightThat Grew all the Flowers of Truth And BeautyIn the Endless Gardens of DelightBeautiful Flowers grown Magically OvernightFor Such Love was A DutyAnd an HonourOnly the Shootmg Stars Of Passion overheadcould Express with Speed and LightAnd It was […]

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Faggots Who Bash Faggots

English Life was no Different                           For Faggots               In SissylandSome Faggots Had,      While Some      Faggots Didn’t         Same Old Stupid Story, ReallyThose FaggotsWho Believed They Were Privileged and BetterDenied,      Ignored      and DespisedThose Faggots who      were Notas Middle Class and White as They. Ever      in TerrorOf Homelessness and PovertyFaggots‘Who Believed They Were More Special      and Lovely’were […]

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Rejection Letter Junkie

English ‘Dear Mister Finnegan’I READ,        SCRATCHING WHAT LOOKED LIKE A DRIED BOOGER OFF THE PAGE‘We are not accepting Unsolicited Manuscripts at this time.Please try us again, later in the year’ THAT’S ODD,   I NOTED,   WHEN I CHECKED    ‘WRITER’S MARKET’    AGAIN CAREFULLY,THAT PUBLISHING COMPANY NOW   NO LONGER EVEN EXISTS—I GUESS THE JOKE’S ON ME. ‘Dear Mister Finnegan                           Thank you for contributing,      however,your material is […]

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Fuck-Off!

English ”At the toneThe Time will be        9:36 a.m.   and 33 SecondsAt the tone,The Time will be        1:48 p.m.   and 44 SecondsAt the tone,The Time will be         7:57 p.m   and 55 SecondsAt the tone,The Time will be                                   2 a.m…..” ”I’m Sorry, I can’t come to the Phone right now.I’m out looking for a Job […]

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Scary Black Bastard Seeks Conceited White Asshole For Lengthy Matrimonial Hell !

English Hey There, YouBubble-Headed Whining White PrickI’ll give your mouth something betterThan BitchingTo do… Hard to ComplainGagging on 9 inches ofBIG BLACK DICKIsn’t It? Scary Black BastardFresh Out of JailSeeksWhining Wimpy White BoyTo Kick Merrily In The AssOr to Beat Black and BlueAnd stuff Him away in the BasementHidden From Vainglorious Display and Useless ViewWhile […]

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Miserable White Bitch Seeks Crazy Black Bastard For Abusive Long Term Relationship!

English Middle Aged Single White Female,with fragrant Vintage Pussy / now recently Divorced and Atoning for anUtterly Wasted Youth/of Bad Career Choices and Abusive Husbands/…Now Seeking Sick,Crazy Black BastardFor Regular Treatments of Punishment./ Mental Cruelty,/ Torture and Abuse/..Must have Own Dungeon of Darkness/..Must bring Own Chains/..Must Love Golden Showers of spite/..Must Love to be Shat […]

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LaserWoman

English Smoothly Shaped In Silver/ My Stiff, sleek, SensualRobot Body/ boogies down,/Gleaming In Chrome/Moves in Timeto The Cosmic Trance Music/Moves in TimeIn The Evil Techno Dance Party/The Lady Cyborgthat I amPumps, twists andShakes Her Bionic BehindIn time to theThe Evil Trance Music Playing In My Mindwith Precision, Timing and Perfection/…In A dark and dimly litDisneyworld […]

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Reaching the Darkness Backwards

English I DON’T      WANT TO KNOW      THE DARKNESS  BACKWARDS/…I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN     TO TELL YOU..I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO      TELL YOU.. I DON’T WANT TO DROWN IN     THE BACKWARDS DARKNESS/…IT CANNOT EVEN BEGIN       TO HOLD ME/YOU CANNOT EVEN BEGINTO KNOW ME…/… I HAVE ONLY     REACHED      THE DARKNESS BACKWARDS/I […]

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The Illusion of Fame and Glory (in The Confusion of Joy and Pain)

For Dennis BOUNCED      MY HEART      A CHECK/..FEARED          MY BROKEN NECK/..DREAM MYSELF AWAY          IN A MESSOF MY OWN MAKING..//..FANTASIZING SLEEKELEGANT DECEITS/..LIES FOR ALL OCCASIONS, ILLUSIONSOF EMOTION//REVERIE SO SWEET/..ELEGANT DECEITS/..LIES FOR ALL OCCASIONS, ILLUSIONSOF RELATION//WISH TO HAVE A LIFE/..JEALOUSLY DESPISED/..DREAMS        OF MY SURVIVAL,         MY SADIMAGINATION//DREAMED I HAD      A LIFEEVERYONE DENIED/…ATE ME FROM […]

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To Those Who Believe Their Inheritance is Death

English From The Tiny Point of View    of you RighteousStanky Buttholes,You aint so special,   Mister and missesMy Black ass is normal /From The Critical Point ofview of your shakin   Stanky Ass,    Heaven Knowsyou’re nothing more than a waste-maker,/A means todispose       of all that boneless greasy KFC/ Best youkeep you a level head/And […]

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Psychic Noise Pollution

English Listen carefully, Take in the sights and sounds of Modern Civilisation.Is it not     a marvel? Is it not     a mess?     Is it not         a mess of a marvel?Egos Everywhere. A world steeped in boiling, hidden images of Sickness and Rot.Lies Everywhere. A world of Hatred, Darkness and Violence taught, respected and […]

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And Now, Viceroy of The Flesh, It’s Time to Discuss a New Treaty…

English In a moment of clarity, it came to meInstantly,The Answer ever I’ve been seekingIn The Sick Prison House of My Dreams It was the Secret of Eternal Light and Life Ever Begging Mein My Nightmares of Madness and Deathto AwakenIn LightAnd Dwell no longer in Dreams I do not understand the Purpose of This […]

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Eyes Like Ice

English These are the things that come to mindout of spaceout of time It’s LifeIt’s WonderfulIt’s BeautifulIt’s painful It’s LightIt’s wonderfulIt’s HorribleIt’s Painful The thought of dying suddenly in a horrible deathlike in a fiery spectacular car wrecknever crossed my mindnever crossed my mind We are gathered here today, to honour/to honour to– no repeat […]

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Ode to The Witless and Artless Cunts and Pricks of San Diego (It Is What It Is)

English I wasgoing to read you some poetry tonightwhich really aint some sing-song CaveNigger bullshitbut then I noticed all you Uppity WhiteBitches and Bastardshad already gone outsideand left the theater so politelyempty for meonly to return later with your Friends in Forcewhen it was Your Turn to perform/How nice of you!/Leaving me to wonder where […]

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Fuck Me Gently With A Chainsaw!

English Slash Me SweetlyWith a RazorBlast Me BreathlessWith a Magnum/.Fuck Me GentlyWith a Chainsaw../Fuck Me GentlyWith a Chainsaw/… Bash Me BrainlessWith a Nightstick/..Brain Me SenselessWith a Hammer../..Fuck Me GentlyWith a Chainsaw/.Fuck Me GentlyWith a Chainsaw ./.. You BattleAxe-Hag-FacedIvory Bitch/Don’t Fuck with Me/Won’t takeYour Shit/You Stink-Pussy Fuck-WittedCheesy Clit/Trying toThieve My Life/You Suck Limp Dick/You Dumb AssMotherfucking […]

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A Poetic Portrait of My Left Titty

English Tits are funto play with…/Ilove My Titties!/Often, I like to pinch the pinknipples of my titswith my fineRed Lacquered Nails/..Often, I like to suckle themwhile I’m Lactating with Milk/..My Tittiesare so big and jigglyI can dothatwith them/I can do thatCause My Breast Receptaclesare So Damned Big!/ Tits are funto play with…/Ilove my boobies!/Big and […]

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The Process of Illumination

The Subject never recognises itself/ The Subject is lost/ The Subject believesNothing beyond the boundaries of perception/The Subject believes it is anIllusion/The Subject is Real,/but The Subject does not know or understandthis/Be Patient with The Subject/.The Subject does not understand its ownReality/The Subject is asleep Spiritually/However, The Subject has given itsbelief away in advance to […]

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Here Comes The FlashFire!

The Fireis coming here/..The Fire isComing/.. To Burn Away All The DarknessIn Your Mind/..To Burn Away All The DarknessIn Your Life/..To Blast Away All Your Bullshit and Your Lies/To Blast Away All Your Bullshit and Your Lies/Your Lies/Your Mind/Your Life/ The Fire/The Tower/The Power/is the./The FireIs/The Fire is ComingHere/The Fire is Coming To Burn Down […]

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Sleazy Bimbos of the World, Unite!

“You Cheap Hookersaint Fooling Me!/ You’re Selliog White Ass,You’re always Selling Whte Ass to me./.. Ass I cant really afford if its so Vain,White and NastyLike It Always Seems to Be..(now Why is that?)/… Bitch, gonna Scatch Out Your EyesWhore,unless you keep it real!Keep it fucking real, bitch!Keep it real with me!/.. Sleazy Fucking Brown […]

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Saying Bad Words/Doing Bad Things

Saying I love you is better than/Ready, then?/Saying My Doing isloving my thingsYou can’t haveWhat is mine, don’t you wishthat you could? My Mother’s Cunny whipped Your Mother’s Cunnyand wiped up the floor withthoseBig Saggy Tits/My Mother’s Cunny licked Your Mother’s Cunnyand wiped up the floorwiththat Ugly White Bitch/ SoMe Mum Always SaidI think with […]

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So Glad We’re No Longer Engaged in That Senseless Behaviour

English So GladWe are no longerin Love…/So Glad! /…For I was Always Sickenedby what We Had…/…Sickened, Taxedand Disgusted by it!/.. .. /Broken , Beaten and Exhausted by it!/… The Way You walked out on Me,the Deadly Way You Left Me wasSo Sneaky, So Hateful that /…… I Hated Myself for Years Afterfor being Stupid Enough […]

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To the Letter Volume Z The Insidious Illusion of Choice

Dogs Farting!

English Old Dogs Farting in the corner,There Really is No Stink quite Like It…./Just Whathas Old Rover been Eating?!/…Jesus!/..Someone Open Up a Window!/.. Rover was a Bad Doggie, Back during Puppyhood/….Howling at The Moon so Fiercely, /Daring To BiteThe Hand That Fed/… Rover was a such a Bad Dog, always trying To BoneYoung Miss Pussy/…Doggie […]

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume Y Dunkelheit

Intergalactic Love Call

English I don’t just Love youWith My Heart/With My Heart,I don’t just Love You…/ I Love YouFrom The Universe of Light I know I am/With A HeartThe Size of A Thousand Galaxies/…The Stars of MyBeauty Surround and Protect Ye../The Stars of MyGenius Guide and Inspire Ye../The Stars of MyBrilliance Warm and Enlighten Ye.. I don’t […]

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume Z Dunkelheit

Miserable Germans!

English Though Our Eyes may be Blueand Our Hair may be BlondeWe are Not Happy Germans.. Though Our Cities may be safeand Our Streets may be cleanWe are Not Happy Germans… Though Our Dicks may be Thickand Our Boobs maybe Huge,We are Not Happy Germans.. This Unified Germany/……..Gleaming and New/…..We Busy Germans/Working For You…../We Love […]

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To the Letter To the Letter Volume Z Dunkelheit

Waking From the Dream of the Attraction of Death

for Jonathan Walsh English Long Lost Loveand lover of darkness…How long will you trý to Convince Me of Deception?How Long? If I love you,you must answer My Heartwith Your Own…. If you Leave Mea part of Me Stays With YouLoving You Forever…. Long Lost Lover of DarknessHiding in Shameful,SecretAbandonment…Why do you believeso needlesslythat you have […]