English I JUST CAN’T TAKE THE PROOF/….WHILE I HIDE FROM THE TRUTH/..AND I DO MY LITTLE EGO DANCE/ …AND STRUT LIKE A GOOF/.. I CREATE MY OWN PAIN/..AND ITS HERE THAT I GAINALL THE SICKNESS AND THE SADNESS I INHERIT FROM FAME/.. I BELONG WITH MY OWN//…AND THE PLACE I CALL HOME […]
Category: Nasty Little Creatures
English I DON’T WANT TO KNOW THE DARKNESS BACKWARDS/…I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO TELL YOU..I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO TELL YOU.. I DON’T WANT TO DROWN IN THE BACKWARDS DARKNESS/…IT CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO HOLD ME/YOU CANNOT EVEN BEGINTO KNOW ME…/… I HAVE ONLY REACHED THE DARKNESS BACKWARDS/I […]
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Revelation Meditation
English THERE IS JUST (1)/I AM JUST (2)/THERE IS JUST(3)/I AM JUST (4)/…THERE IS NO PAIN/..THERE IS NO AGING/..THERE IS NO HATRED/..THERE IS NO FEAR/..THERE IS NO WAR/..THERE IS NO MADNESS/…THERE IS NO SICKNESS/..THERE IS NO DEATH/…LIFE’S ALL JUST PURE/LIFE’S ALL JUSTFREE/IT’S ALWAYS TRUETHAT THERE IS JUST LIGHT/IT’S ALL NOW PURE/IT’S ALL NOWFREE/IT’S ALLSO HEALTHY/THERE […]
For Dennis BOUNCED MY HEART A CHECK/..FEARED MY BROKEN NECK/..DREAM MYSELF AWAY IN A MESSOF MY OWN MAKING..//..FANTASIZING SLEEKELEGANT DECEITS/..LIES FOR ALL OCCASIONS, ILLUSIONSOF EMOTION//REVERIE SO SWEET/..ELEGANT DECEITS/..LIES FOR ALL OCCASIONS, ILLUSIONSOF RELATION//WISH TO HAVE A LIFE/..JEALOUSLY DESPISED/..DREAMS OF MY SURVIVAL, MY SADIMAGINATION//DREAMED I HAD A LIFEEVERYONE DENIED/…ATE ME FROM […]
English The Loudest People Rule the World/The Hate They Claim/a Stakein Death/The Hate They Name in Fame/A Fate so Wrecked/….The Dream/The Scream/The Nothingness/They Dream/ They Screamin Nothingness/The Scream/The Dream/The Loneliness/The Scheme/….A Dream/.A Specialness/A God they Dream of– is not there!/A GodThey Love in Dark Despair/The Lie/The Hate/The Light […]
English From The Tiny Point of View of you RighteousStanky Buttholes,You aint so special, Mister and missesMy Black ass is normal /From The Critical Point ofview of your shakin Stanky Ass, Heaven Knowsyou’re nothing more than a waste-maker,/A means todispose of all that boneless greasy KFC/ Best youkeep you a level head/And […]
English Only the Deluded and FoolishHate Poetry/Only The Deluded canDo this so foolishly/Only the DeludedLive Happy in Darkness/Only the DeludedAnd Cruel can See Enmity/Only the Deceivedcan SeeAll Punishment As God/…Give the Gifts of Rage and Hate/..Give Your Pain to Celebrate/..In Your Artless DarknessTo Be Better Self-Deceived/Give the Gifts of Rage and Hate/…Give […]
English The Dreams of MankindAre..//Was..//Must be Denied//The ImpulseGenerally Described By Enlightened MindsAs Meaningless//Produce the Illusory Effects of Delay/And Is TragicallyThe Petty Senseless Process which creates the Need for Time//The Impulse//The Impulse//The Impulse […]
English Listen carefully, Take in the sights and sounds of Modern Civilisation.Is it not a marvel? Is it not a mess? Is it not a mess of a marvel?Egos Everywhere. A world steeped in boiling, hidden images of Sickness and Rot.Lies Everywhere. A world of Hatred, Darkness and Violence taught, respected and […]
English In a moment of clarity, it came to meInstantly,The Answer ever I’ve been seekingIn The Sick Prison House of My Dreams It was the Secret of Eternal Light and Life Ever Begging Mein My Nightmares of Madness and Deathto AwakenIn LightAnd Dwell no longer in Dreams I do not understand the Purpose of This […]
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Never Last…
For Steven English Always Naked and BeautifulIn a wild Alien Light,here the Lovely TruthShines for thee/.. Reflecting Backwards and Beautifully in the Holy and Unbroken Mirror of Now The Fading and SickImages of the Lost World of Time She holds herself Upright, Thinking Coldly“You Will Never See My Past.” He holds himself closerIn The Freezing […]
For Ray, and For Ohlen English Out of a quiet sense of lonelinessdid he undress and expressHis Ass… His Heart wasnot there/not in it/ not there to be known, held or had/..because He had eaten it outin envy andin Hatred of all his close associates. SecretlyYou See,He believed he was detestable, despicable and weakYou see,Secretly,He […]
English These are the things that come to mindout of spaceout of time It’s LifeIt’s WonderfulIt’s BeautifulIt’s painful It’s LightIt’s wonderfulIt’s HorribleIt’s Painful The thought of dying suddenly in a horrible deathlike in a fiery spectacular car wrecknever crossed my mindnever crossed my mind We are gathered here today, to honour/to honour to– no repeat […]
English I wasgoing to read you some poetry tonightwhich really aint some sing-song CaveNigger bullshitbut then I noticed all you Uppity WhiteBitches and Bastardshad already gone outsideand left the theater so politelyempty for meonly to return later with your Friends in Forcewhen it was Your Turn to perform/How nice of you!/Leaving me to wonder where […]
*For Nate Manning For Eva For Trent Reznor You creep, you crawl, You Animals,You hate the way you’re goingYou bite, you kick,you scratch, you scream,but you don’t really seeyou are slavesyou don’t really seethat you’re blind in the darknessof insufferable ignorance/believing/Blind in the DarknessBelieving in it/believingThe Darkness you believe in is part of the natural […]
English Slash Me SweetlyWith a RazorBlast Me BreathlessWith a Magnum/.Fuck Me GentlyWith a Chainsaw../Fuck Me GentlyWith a Chainsaw/… Bash Me BrainlessWith a Nightstick/..Brain Me SenselessWith a Hammer../..Fuck Me GentlyWith a Chainsaw/.Fuck Me GentlyWith a Chainsaw ./.. You BattleAxe-Hag-FacedIvory Bitch/Don’t Fuck with Me/Won’t takeYour Shit/You Stink-Pussy Fuck-WittedCheesy Clit/Trying toThieve My Life/You Suck Limp Dick/You Dumb AssMotherfucking […]
English Tits are funto play with…/Ilove My Titties!/Often, I like to pinch the pinknipples of my titswith my fineRed Lacquered Nails/..Often, I like to suckle themwhile I’m Lactating with Milk/..My Tittiesare so big and jigglyI can dothatwith them/I can do thatCause My Breast Receptaclesare So Damned Big!/ Tits are funto play with…/Ilove my boobies!/Big and […]
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Ik Wil Dat Ook
For Bartje I Am Quiet/I am Kind/Ik Ben Rustig/Ik ben Vriendelijk/Elated/ And naked before youVerheugd/ En naakt sta ik voor jeIn bioelectric rain/I climbIn bioelectrische regen/klim ik (You don’t see me)(je ziet me niet) Do you care?Maakt het je wat uit?Do You Mind?Doet het je wat ? Just Me,Alleen Ik,the OneDegeneTo LetDie JeYou KnowLaat Weten […]
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Orientation
English Electric Vibration/…My Father /My MotherElectric Vibration/..My Memories /My ChildhoodElectric Vibration/..My Present Life, /My History, /My Past Lives/Electric Vibration/My Future ,/My Awakening/ My EnlightenmentElectric Vibration/My Energy /My PurityElectric Vibration/ Alive. Extend. Communicate. / Electrocute. / Illuminate Creation. What are vibrations from Heart? Why does Mind ask? Where is Mind? Clarity. Spirits kiss […]
The Subject never recognises itself/ The Subject is lost/ The Subject believesNothing beyond the boundaries of perception/The Subject believes it is anIllusion/The Subject is Real,/but The Subject does not know or understandthis/Be Patient with The Subject/.The Subject does not understand its ownReality/The Subject is asleep Spiritually/However, The Subject has given itsbelief away in advance to […]
The Fireis coming here/..The Fire isComing/.. To Burn Away All The DarknessIn Your Mind/..To Burn Away All The DarknessIn Your Life/..To Blast Away All Your Bullshit and Your Lies/To Blast Away All Your Bullshit and Your Lies/Your Lies/Your Mind/Your Life/ The Fire/The Tower/The Power/is the./The FireIs/The Fire is ComingHere/The Fire is Coming To Burn Down […]
“You Cheap Hookersaint Fooling Me!/ You’re Selliog White Ass,You’re always Selling Whte Ass to me./.. Ass I cant really afford if its so Vain,White and NastyLike It Always Seems to Be..(now Why is that?)/… Bitch, gonna Scatch Out Your EyesWhore,unless you keep it real!Keep it fucking real, bitch!Keep it real with me!/.. Sleazy Fucking Brown […]
Good Morning America, Land of The Free/I never miss you,I never miss youwhile the rest of the planet is somuch more Cool and Free./As a Traveling Poet I really do knowIts a Nation-less Life that’s for me/While Reality is so much more interesting than Old Dull Dead WhiteDreams/While Reality is so much more interesting/than mucking […]
When you call up The Devilto curseanother,you cannot expect what you want…./…The Devil doesnot know how to behave,/..The Devil will not be politeand will certainlyturn you andyour world upside down….—–for that is but The Devil’s Purpose/..………………………………….to deceive you,and for you tomisuse and misperceive yourself and your worldthrough wrong and negative perception and thought./… The Devil […]
Or,“Why Angry, Queer Black Poets dont get Published bY Racist, Homophobic Morons!”c.**************************************************************************** Analyse ThisYouNasty White Bitch!/My Teeth,Your Tits!/You Cheesy, White Clit!/ My BlackAss __Wont FryThis Time,You Slime!/Your Lies,Your Crime/You Narrow Ass Minds!/ You Want to hang backBefore You Attack/BetterTuck in Your ShirtBefore You Get Hurt/. You Analyse That YouNastyBlack Bastards/Master itFaster orGet Your Ass Plastered/ErgoEgosDont Share […]
“Don’t Use The Word“I”In Your Poetry For if You want to Write withReal Genius, Unique to You and withAll Your ImaginedInspired Freedom… come from a littleand smaller sense of meto work a senseof clearmastery in your poems…/ In other words,do them Like Me, You know, Just Like I Would/ Make Them Somethingabout Forms and Shapes […]
Saying I love you is better than/Ready, then?/Saying My Doing isloving my thingsYou can’t haveWhat is mine, don’t you wishthat you could? My Mother’s Cunny whipped Your Mother’s Cunnyand wiped up the floor withthoseBig Saggy Tits/My Mother’s Cunny licked Your Mother’s Cunnyand wiped up the floorwiththat Ugly White Bitch/ SoMe Mum Always SaidI think with […]
Never The Bitch/to makeScenes inthe Bar/Really Neverthe Bitch to be SEEN at the Bar/Drunk with rottenGreen Ghosts/And White Wine/so bizarre!/TankedOn Rotten Green Potion/and Blood Caviar/Tankedon Rotten Green Potionand Blood Caviar/Tanked Cause I’m Never The Bitch/causeI’m Never The Bitch/cause I’m Never the./Never THE/ Never The Bitchto make SCREAMAT the Bar/Cause I Never/ the bitch/well INever/ THE […]
Petites Créatures Méchantes… Pas de Visage// Elle prend les Ciseaux etCoupe des bouts de son visage dans le Miroir de la Salle de Bains//Elle épluche en outre de sa peau et laisse tomber son vieux visage non désirédans l’évier…//Elle tire le Sang pour la Beauté Elle pense//Et Correctement// ceci attirera les Goules qui s’Appellent des […]
A Spirit is/Not Yoursto Defy/A Spirit Is Not/yoursto Deny/A Spirit is Not yours/to Define/You have no powerthat manipulative material linescan truly ensnare orentwine you in/You haveno slaveryanywhereauthoring your mind/and no materialsubstantial enoughto script yourimprisonmentofForever../the givenmeans are toofragile/and too temporaryand too weakto sustainthe Eternal Truthof your Timelessness/the eternal truth/isaholy spiritof light within/your whole mind/deniesyou this/a separate […]