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Untarnished White House Wings
If I were not a MadmanI would be consideredfrom the Point of View of “normal”in These Earthly Badlands(where am i/what am i/who am i/)“normal” I am not normal… I am happy with Myself I was taught to FearLiving SinfullyI was not paying attentionI learned what made me happy Earlyand Loved it regardlessI remember being scolded […]
You don’t even knowthe title, You Bitch. You don’t even wantthe title, You Bitch. You don’t even Deservethe title, You Bitch. 13, January 1990I’m Not Afraid of the Dark #2F i n n e g a n
In softly lit candle flamesurrounding Us like a Thousand Angels’ Eyes in theCaverns of Saint Veronica’s,She took my hand and led me downJacob’s Ladderinto a Dungeon of Hellish Delights.And swinging hooks with meaty chunks ofhuman flesh hung glistening, wetall around Usas We made Our way through the musical forestof dark iron chains.And Screamsrent the air […]
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Wisdom
For Cal Selfridge, Whom I humbly Bless to rise I Haveright herein my handthe Silver Star of Creation;that primal burst of Lifewhich Chimesso Vibrant in My Soul.And I give it to You to Play with,to Shape a new Destiny,to Trail-blaze to Fiery Heights of PerceptionOur Wisdomin Love. Togetherwe carve a UniverseOut of the Raw Clay […]
for Julie Andrews I THOUGHT WE WALKED TOGETHERON THIS LIFEPATHSWEPT,WINDBLOWN…… ……BUT WHENI TURNED AROUNDFOR YOU,I FOUND IWALKED ALONE… September 1988I’M NOT AFRAID OF THE DARK # 5
____________________________(for JC) I. Paper Heartsare as Easily cutas Stainless Steelwhen Burned Up by the Fire…It’s Cinder-Come-Easy,Love’s Easy Ashand All too simpleto make Judgementwithout having prior Experience(simply ProjectYour Own Perceived Valueand Focus theIllusion)Beyond That Much Icannot Say..My Sincerity is My AcceptanceMy Perseverance is My Compassionand My Masochism belongs to You… II. Last Night.When Dark Birds of […]
The Sunchildren travelon Long Gold Beamsto Earthwhere TheyLight up MyDreams. But ifthe Sun setsin My Hearta Moonbeastroams MyNightmares. May 1988I’M NOT AFRAID OF THE DARK #7Finnegan
Free write/speed light/jag and jibe andsteel bright. Cold fish/dirt dish/splash and flash anddeath wish. God sends/no end/rings and things andgood friends. Dead flies/nice try/squash such washingwhite lies. Bum rap/bull crap/don’t take/can’t shakedeath trap. White gold/thus told/streets that heat/I’mso cold. 16 OCTOBER 1991I’M NOT AFRAID OF THE DARK #8Finnegan
dead men tell no tales from the silenceof the grave/though the no-soulsare screaming/in the pitsof Gaping Darknessfor just…for just one….for just one Voiceto speak with/remember themwith fondness/gravereminders/arefor the living notthe dead are livingnot the dead mentell no tales 9 October 1991I’m Not Afraid of the Dark #9Finnegan
taste is a treatto the senses ofthe flesh/to the stretching of one’s gut/to the smashing of the fist/and the Darknessat its pit/I’ma woman of the Night/with the willows in her Hair/Andthe silence of the grave meansI’ve nothing left to Eat…. 23, October 1991I’M NOT AFRAID OF THE DARK #10Finnegan
Lathered up in slobber/They/thedripping grave robbers/They/the ripping grave robbers/Arethe stealing Flesh-Eaters/Arethe peeling skin seekers andthe sucking meat peoplefrom the Tower Church steeples inthe Sunday Sun/Shining/As the Restless Dead/Climbingfrom their Stinking Crypts/SCREAMING/But there’s no one to give Tribute to an Undead Queen/She/a Floating Fancyin the Howling Night/Fancy Her a Terror/Priest-Preying/She’sa Vicious Beast Slaying/And She adds now […]
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Pie Crust Promises
for Julie Andrews I THOUGHT WE WALKED TOGETHERON THIS LIFEPATHSWEPT,WINDBLOWN…… ……BUT WHENI TURNED AROUNDFOR YOU,I FOUND IWALKED ALONE… September 1988I’M NOT AFRAID OF THE DARK #5FINNEGAN
For Sander Hicks and Darren Ross White cheeks flexingas if I hadn’t seen themwith My Own EyesI remembered Nothingbut the Heat of the Bloodas it raced to my Heart(-(-the Sweet of it/the Meat of it-)-)Bloodlettingis a Socially Acceptable formof Criticism,Damnationbeing the Hidden Agenda/I am tired of the CuttingsI give Myselfagainst the Razor’s Edge of Wit/Comedyis […]
(a poem for the Heat-Seeker) To seek in Heat the leaking lightBehind the Eyes which seek a fightTo search Behind the Mindto find in darkness that which ofthe Eye seeks not isThereYou find it.There it is. It is now and it is here.There is a jolt, a brief transmissiona flashing Vision bringing brief heatwith it, […]
*FOR TIMMY LADD Lovely sandswept sundrenched BeachReflects in your Steel Eyes…palm Trees are Nice…(slick Black Tears, thick Black tears)Clouds are nice…(rusted Sex, rusty Lust)Sea-Gulls are nice…(Monotone tunes of tin can whales)Skies are Nice…(Insufficient Data)waves are Nice…(Twisted Steel Hearts)Lookinglooking glassLooking Glass Eyeslook at melook at me blue OCTOBER 1988I’m Not afraid of the Dark #14Finnegan
We aremoving quicklythrough Dark Tunnelshot and sticky.No realexplanationfor this causeof CelebrationLight leaksdown my fingers……Think You’ve gotYourself a Winner?Steel stabsup the glass skyStarved, Impoverishedmouth the word “why?”HatesilksLovelaceWhere did you get that gleaming Steelface?HatesilksLovelaceWhere did you get that gleaming Steelface?White lipsblow a Scorched Kiss,Block your faceand feel the Flames hiss.We aremoving quicklythrough Bright Tunnelscold and dripping.Fights ofCelebration·Dance […]
FOR MY ETERNAL PIERSISTERS /ANTHONY LABEIJA/LUNA/TRACI MASTERS/BLUE/MARIA DIAZ/DONNA/CHRISSY PENDAVIS/ANDY HASKINS/ANGEL/JACKIE/JESSE/PANTHER/THE LEGENDARY MISS BIANCA/AND MY #1 LOVECUP RICO FOURTEENTH STREETRED LIPS LICKINGPAST PARKED TRUCKSSHADOWS STICKINGTO YOUR BODYWHILE YOUR TRICKING WALK THE STROLLWATCH FOR ALICETHINK TO BREAK LAWSFEEL COOL MALICE HIDE YOUR FACEIN THE DARKNESSWHILST “JOHN’S’ LIMO SIDES THE WET CURBYOU WANT HEATHE KNOWS STARKNESSPULLS YOU TO […]
I amthat all/that Call to Oneness/Thrusting fistand twisting lips/My Word, my Honor/Calls to myReflected Selves/I am/That Man/I am/ThatMan has the Shape of Heaven/shafts so Holy piercing round Him/Holy Holes and Heated Halos/I am/I am/RammingHome withBones so Cold/Taking himthe Love tofold Around Himselfin Times of Doubt/I am Mighty inthe Female/Mighty to the Shape of Birth/The Shapes […]
For Min-Phay Chiou, Maria Diaz and Debbi Kempton-Smith There was this really cute boyspitting outall this stuffthat was going through my head/or on top of my Skullon Which I fasten aSky-Blue band of Cloud- filled Dreams(if Clouds be Fluffy)My Nose is StuffyAnd I. find Myself. sneezing out. the Flowers.In a. Field full of Daisies. That […]
(a Poem for the Necromedium) Gray Ladystiff and coldYours is the Light of My EyesThat Dark Tunnel movingWindswept, towards the Backof my mind, Where I remember Beatings, Such echoedWhips, such Stinging Lashes, Such Throbbing Violencein My Templesall contracting at the tipsof my fingers, where I rub them.He put Youin the Dark Moist Earth,Gray Lady,And I […]
(a poem for the Necromedium) Gleaming blade,splashed Scarlet Drops to makea joyful noise unto the Dark Lord ofSuffering, a Gray Lady Downis a wonamn of SubstanceA woman of much fleshtone, as the paintingneeds a bit more Red…The Silver Noise is the whisper of dustto Her. Grave Gray Lady, and She sits in herChair and rocks […]
IT BEGINS WITH TEN.I AM TOLDAT THE CORE, THAT I MUST FOCUS CHAOTIC DENSITYOF THOUGHT.YES. THAT IS SO. FOR I AM TOLD THAT I WILL SEE THE LIGHT.AND I MUST FRAME THIS FOCUS PLAYFULLY.AND THAT BELOW I DO NOT SEE THE COMMUNITY AT LARGE.AND I AM TOLDI WILL BE THE SATISFACTIONI SEEKAND I AM TOLDTHAT […]
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Parochial School Girls
*FOR DEBBI KEMPTON-SMITH BARBARA BRADY AND JUNE BRIDGERS PART 1,“GOOD LITTLE CATHOLIC GIRLS DON’T DIE!” OUR FATHER IN HEAVENHALLOWED BE THY NAMEFOR HEAVEN KNOWSWE’VE MADEA RIGHTEOUS STINKOF THINGS DOWN HEREANDI’VE BEEN SUCH A BAD GIRL….I’VE BEEN SUCH A BAD GIRL! HAVE I MISSED SOMETHING?HAS LIFE CHEATED ME FROM LIVING?I DON’T THINK SO.HOW COULD I COMPLAIN?DON’T […]
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There is a God
For Oprah Winfrey and Steven Speilberg Alive in a LanguageI never Thought PossibleI decidedI would Kisswithout Reservationthe Lips of My first True Love,The Sky;for it was The Skythat first drew My Attention and My Appreciation,Yes.The Sky.The Sky is Not some Fast, Mindless, Temporal Engagement,the Sky is Endless,its Joys Not too quickly passedand Goneto be genuinely […]
(Written while Slaving All Day Over a Hot Snatch) *for Jade 4 U, Darnella Williams and Tom Robbins Pussy is holy.I loves Pussy(Pussy that is Clean, not Funky)I knows Pussy runs in the Family…I find Pussy Hilarious!Look! See? My Pussy is doing Stand-Up Comedy! (oof! oof!)I want to wrap my Pussy-Lips ’round your Gigglebone of […]
FOR TRENT REZNOR WHEN FINNEGAN SAYSHE LOVES MANKINDHE REALLY ISN’T KIDDING….. HE LOVES MEN / ALL KINDS OF MEN/MEN YOU WOULDN’T DREAM OF…. TALL MEN /BROAD MEN /SHORT MEN /BORED MEN /OLD MEN /YOUNG MEN/ MEN WHO LIE/HOT MEN/ SAD MEN/ROCK MEN /MAD MEN/ BAD MEN/GLAD MEN /MEN WHO’VE DIED BLONDE MEN /ROAD MEN/ AVOID […]
*For Darren Ross and Seamus Moran with love SCENE ONE:I am the Ripping BoneVultures can choke on Me becauseI have given up fighting in this Fierce Desewrt Heat O’Loveand I am a coward.They can pick my miserable bones cleanbut I don’t want to close my eyes asI am Afraid of the DarkI am Afraid of […]
For Debbi Kempton-Smith, Barbara Brady and Mistral Hjort She said“Cocteau Twins. Candles. Darkness.” He said“Don’t give me any Nasty Ideas.” They satat Dinner at half-past NineGod-like, Gorgeous, Drunk on Wine She said“Crystals. Nature. K.D. Lang.” She said“Unfit/Lipstick/Loveprints/Satirical/Feminist-Separatist/means this/Political/and thatmeans this…..Doubleplusvenus!!” She’d notask HERout again ……. He saidsomethingmuted, tortured …….. He did notsay WhatHe meant They […]
For all you wannabes I ride the Subways of New York Citybecause it’s cheaper than Cabs andI love the Abundant Diversity of the SubwayoftenFailing to see how I add to it. I mean I’mJust This weirdlooking fellow in Black,whom Most Caucasians (and Blacks)constantly mistakefor trying to pass for white (How Insulting!)and totally cannot conceiveof my […]
Ride with meon the wings of barking Ravensdown these Wind-burned tunnels of Tree and Slopeto the Valley of the Beastwhere the Windmills of my Mind are Whirlingunder icy blades of burning Moon and Starsto This Old House standing Sentineland take a Stand with meagainst The Mask of EvilI will tear it off The DamnedWall is […]
_____________________________________________for Mistral She holds My beating heartin her iron fistand She won’t let it go./..She is Pain, in all forms, All Manifestations./..She skins Me Alive witha Critical Crueltylaughingwith no unclear Derisionat My Imperfections/..Sensual, Beautiful,Elegant and Silently Empowered/..She opens Her Dark Horrible Eyesto fix upon Me a Stare which Shatters the Diamonds of Strung TogetherStars Above,and […]
For Paco Across the Fiery Wheelof Heavenstand Youand Iin Opposition,Perpendicular under… Stars in my pocketStars in my handsStars in my eyes When Love is never good enough Take me by the hand downHands downPants downUpside downTo your War-torn KingdomsTo your Dark and Sunless GardensTo Your Solar-System of Faithless Faith Where Love is never good enough […]
For Jonathan Walsh At the Endof the Worldwith a High Fiery MushroomingRed CloudAlight in our Eyes,(And being One with Vaporizing Bones Everywhere)there is nofurther reason to arguethat He Who Has the Most ToysReally Matters…. But there I was,Arguing in Your FavorInvincible against Destructionand Alivein the God White Eyeof Fire, Unscorched and not feeling the Heat,Not […]
These have been DaysThese are the timesI’ve been having and these are the Days of the Times of my Life.I’ve been having the Time of my Life.I’ve been living these Days of Our Livesand sometimes ·I can see you from the Pepper-Treesalong the Spice Roadsto the seato the seato the sea green PleaseI don’t mean […]
I holdclenched tightin my headan implosion of rageas red as Hell as mad as Hell as hot as Hell topay there is Hell to pay the Devil has cometo collect his Dues to pay the Devil has come to collectMy SoulMy Hatefrom scars under bleached burning holesI’m a black burning soulfalling deep down the dark […]
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A Cold Cup of Heaven
For Dameon Automatic Writing is Heavenis in Bed/is Automatic Fire to the Lips of Leaking Intelligence/What You are Thinkingis Probably What am I thinking of/sitting Next to This Abserce of Darkness/So Said. So Sad/ Makes it So/Makes Do. Makes Miracles whiparound in My SkyFilled Skull/Splits Open Bubbles of Skin/(Bubbles of Popping Hideous Sins)Spitting Up a […]
Whiteningin Seething Purity/are Deities/such Divinities/Mine Holy Hosts fallGrieving Empty Icy Ghosts/such Frost White Truth/dothSanitize Thee/Burn Me/Clean Me/Energize Me/Burns Me/Cleans Me/EnergizesAh/Heaven/Heaven O/Heaven O Healing/Ah/Heaven/Heaven O/Heaven So Healthytouch. my toes. dance. on the cieling. of this. bright mirth.in the light. birth.. that’s my. sanity thoustStealing/ (HypnoTechnoReptileSextile) Ah/Heaven/Heaven O/HeavenPlease Help Meprayers to Passing Messengers En Routeto Passing Senators […]
I just wantedyou to knowwhyALL the Fliesseem to be so Attracted to Me/Maggot/ I am The Lord of The Flies and Youare But one of the ManyNastyNippingCreatures of Darkness.from Hell/I have just seemed to Spawn fromMy Cold Black Womb/which just happens to doubleas My Anus/ Sometime from Now/When Your Clear Irridescent Wings Bloom/and You learn […]
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These Old Bonesslow me down/These Old Yellow Bones/Don’t Give them to The Dog/Don’t GiveThese Old Yellow Bonesto The Dog eat Dog WorldOut There/Because The Brown Marrow of WisdomWill Be Swallowed/ Be SHATTTERED they Will/Because The Brown Marrow of Wisdomwill Be Sucked/Sucked Clean from Them/Sucked Clean From These Old Bones/These Old Yellow BonesSlow Me Down/ I […]
For Trent Reznor In My Worst Nightmares/I am slowly awakening in Wreckageto a Dark Silent World/Where Everyone is deadWhere Everyone is deadWhere Everyone is dead but Me/ I am the Sole Survivor of This Oblivion/of This Unspeakable DestructionI am the Last One Left Alive/ I feel so Sad and Alone here/so Sad and Alone Here/So […]
For Alexander Tinti and John Castaneda (J.C.) This is an Ode to the Sickness of Bodies ….Between the Blade of BoneAnd Teeth and GumMy tongue meatsqueezed white with pressuresplits at the tipand Bleeds hesitant Traces of HIVContaminatedI am a-Diseased Beastand Dyingand shriveling away to a Shrieking TerrorI Scream Bloody Fucking Murder!and You Murdered MeYou Stupid […]
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S h A t T e R e D.
*for Barbara Brady In the Beginning Wholeness was The Host to This Radiant Child of Passion Then Came The Shadows…………/ (and Thus Began My Descent into Seductive Suffering in a Pleasurable Hell) And Sense Shattering Trauma after Sense Shattering Trauma I discovered a Jagged Edged Hatred Gift Wrapped Just For Me/ and Finding Such Forever Unpalatable….. […]
(Written in a Dark Whirl) The Insidious Secretsof Bloodare Sealedbehind My Lips/..Dark, dripping..Sleek, rippling…Twisting and DrivingDrilling and Burrowing,and Bulging Obscenely/..Something is Moving Between These Lines../..Something is Coming/..Coming Quickly/..blister,(BLAST)It is filled with Bad Blood—-boil, boil,(BUBBLE——-BLAST, BLAST!)It Swirls with Something Rotted./Spoiled LiquidsBe-fouled withViral Juices,Seething in Fever/…. The Insidious Secrets of Skinare Sealedaround my Bones,bleached Whitelike Light./Black like […]
P O E T R YF R O M T H ED A R K S I D ES E R I E S # 3 From the Vast Farting ButtcheeksOf the Greed Demon GodComes His Final Expression of FeelingTo Shining Souls of the Pure/Unleashed and Released in Foul Waves,Hot Rank Spurts of […]
*for Chris Carter The Dark Prince ofWashington Heightsisa Manof very few words//He lives Visibly in a World where Envy,Hatred, Malice and Madness are Allceaselessly Projected at Him,and yet, He is calm//The Dark Prince of Washington Heightsrests Serene ahd Certain//for He is not at all Concernedwith Projections//He Wants Facts//and SickLittle Images teachNothing of Value to Him//The […]
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Hunger
*for the Artist formerly known as Melanie Myle I AMAN EMPTIED EMPTYNOW,……/SEARCHING AND SEEKING TO BESATISFIED/I AM BACKAT YOU/BANDAGED-UPALL IN BLACKNOW../WAITING……/WAITING……./WAITING TO BE SATISFIED/WAITING……./WAITING TO BE FREEDAND UNTIED/VICIOUSWITH HUNGERAND CRUEL WITHOUT MERCY/I WILLEAT YOU UPALIVE!/MY FRIGHTENED, TENDER, SUCCULENT MORSELI LOVE YOU BESTKEPT A SLAVE IN THE WORKSHOPSABOUT THE UNSTABLE SCALES OF MY DESIRE/I CANNOT GET […]
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Twisted
*for Adonis Fazekas with Love BEING REAL SICK OF DEADAND GONEI AWOKEIN A FRENZYOF FEEDING/BERSERKWITH A FURY/WITHBroken Robot Parts RainingDOWN ALL AROUND MEIN AGONY AND RAGE/I OPENED UPTHE LAST HOLE OF MY LIFETO YOU/AND THEREFESTERING IN DENIAL AND HATREDWAS I/T w i s t e dAND SCREAMING ANDBROKEN-BONEDBUT ALIVE/AND MISERABLE/WITHJUST THE WORST OF ME LEFTFROM […]
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Frantic
*FOR JOHNNY PAVLOU WITH LOVESHOCKBLASTED AND HIDEOUSWITH THE SHRIEKING SNAKESOF SICKTWISTED BROTHERS WHO HIDETHEIR DARK DEEDS WITH A SMILE/TWISTED AND SHOCKBLASTED BROTHERS IN DESPERATION/ARE BREATHLESSAND RUNNING OUT OFTIME…/AND THEY’RE GASPING AND LOVING THE HEAT OFTHE HOT HARD FRICTION THEY FEELMAKING THEMSELVES FRANTICWITH LOVEFOR EACH OTHER/THEY HATE TO ADMIT/A SECRETTHEY WILL KILL YOU FOR/TO HIDE……../BURY YOUIN […]
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Nicks
…FOR THE MAN OF MY DREAMS CLOSE IN TIMEWITH A BRIGHT SHAVE INTO DARKNESS/ IAM A FACE WHICH HEREIS NOT BEAUTIFUL WITH SMILES AND LOVE/ (Nicks and Scars) / IAM A FACE OF NOTHINGIN TIMEWITH A CLOSE SHAVE/ (NICKS AND SCARS) / TOGRIND DOWN TO NOTHINGALL THAT I AM IN A FACE OF TEARS / […]
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S c a r e d
*for Jonathan Walsh, You Cannot Hide from Me Forever…… I WANTED TO HIDE/I WAS NOT DEAD?/THERE WEREBAD THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD/WHICH TOLD ME TOSLAY AND MURDERAND KILL/AND DELIGHT IN THE SLAUGHTER WITH THE BLOODOF INNOCENTS/GLUTTED AND GORGED UPON, MADE FAT,AND RIPELIKE A ROACHIN THE DARK/RUNNINGFROM THE LIGHT……..TO BEAND HIDE ALONE/TO BE ALONE WITH GUILT; AND […]
PoetryFrom TheBuffet Of Sickness,Series # 2 WILD HAIRED AND SNAKE-EYEDSHE SAT//SHRIEKING AT THE LIGHTS//SHINING ON HER//UNHOLY HOLD ON HIM//WHERE AND WHY IRRELEVANT TO HERAS SEEKING SUSTENANCEFOR HERSELFTIME STANDS STILL//AND SHE’S BENDING TO KISS AND LICKHIS NECK//HER BEAUTY A HORROR TO HIM//HER ENVY ATHIS lNNOCENCE STABBING ATHER HEART, BUT HEARTLESSLY SHEPERSISTS// STILL HUNGRY//AS FORKED TONGUESLASHING OUT […]
English How Many Purple PenguinsPenned by PaupersCan You Pick? How Many Purple PeoplePitched in PoisonCan You Fuck? How Many Purple PebblesRained From HeavenCan You Trust? How Many Purple PotionsSplashed in PassionCan You Love? The Insidious Illusion Of Choice # 125 June, 2003Koln, Germany Dutch Gepoesdekonte Pinguins? Hoeveel Paarse PinguinsGepind door PaupersKun Je pikken? Hoeveel Paarse […]
English ( “Just because your ass is bleeding, doesn’t make you top dog.”– – Norman Mailer, 1987) LATE LAST NIGHT I DREAMED OF EROTIC MACINTOSH REAGANOMICS PORNOGRAPHY STUFFED BY BUXOM TWIN BUSH PC’S AND I WAS TOLD BY A VIRTUAL FLEA THAT BOTH OF THOSE BOOBIES-FOR-BRAINS WERE DUMPING AND DISPOSING OF VOTED EMAILED BALLOTS FROM ALL OVER THE U.S. CONCERNING LAME […]
I have Always WonderedWhat it would be liketo be a Gay White Male…. I Much Imagine Meand my Upwardly MobileTestosterone Teammatesgoing out to Fire Islandfor the weekend and lying Nude along somesandy Meat-Rackto let the Sun frysome Brownonto Our Fish-Belly-White Asses ……NOT thatWe have a Problem Being Caucasianor Anything like thatI mean We Have Black […]
*for Carleen Passenant and Toni Halliday SHE WEAVES THE WEB,A RETENTION OF FIBERS/SELECTED DESIRES FROM HER STRIPPED AWAY WIRES/EMERGING,CHROME PLASMA/THESE POOLS OF MIASMASWIRL A MONITOR’S BLIZZARDOF BLINDING WHITE NOISEAS SHE SMILES AT THE SCISSORS/SHE CAN’T STAND THEMSHE CAN’T STAND MENSHE CAN’T STAND THEMSHE CAN’T STAND MEN/SHE SPITS AT THEM/SHE SEVERS THEIR THREADS/THIS GOESTO HER HEAD/SHE […]
Like Alicefalling feet firstDown the DarkRabbit Hole She pitches Tent on the Brink of MadnessAt the cost of Her Self Respect…At the cost of Her Mental Hygiene ..At the cost of Her Freinds…This is The Last of Alice She can see of Herselfin the fragments of the Looking Glass She’sS h a t t e […]
For Barbara Brady Pitiless in HateThough Desperate for Love/The Queen of Doom Awoke from the Black Sleep of the PitHungry/For something Young and FreshTo Feast On…../She went Outinto the Winter of Her Desire/a Storm of ColdCleanSterility/Clothed only by Lies which she Esteemed Most LovelyThough Her Glamour wasI r r e s I s t a […]
*FOR JONATHAN WALSH REMEMBERING OUR FIRST KISSWHILE WE WERE BOTH TRIPPINGON ACID IN THAT CHELSEA HELL-HOLE//IN MID-TOWN MANHATTAN/AND TRYING TO FORGET THE PAIN/REMEMBERING AND UNABLE TO FORGET OUR SEXAND HOW IT FELT SO RIGHT/MOST NOTING YOUR MOANS OF PLEASURE AND ECSTASY STILL CAUGHT IN MY EARS AND EYESECHOING THERE FOREVER AND FOREVER/AND FOREVER AND FOREVER […]
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Crack Angels
For MICHAEL STONE, ADONIS FAZEKAS, JONATHAN WALSH and PAT, wherever he is There were No Words to DescribeTHE LlGHTwhen It come For Him.THI LIGHT was only Wholebecause of His Appreciation for ItAnd in this He was Healed. There were No Pictures to describeThis LIGHTto His mind for THE LIGHT was Limitless·and if he were a […]
For Those Wicked Walsh Parents; ONCEWHEN I BREATHED LIQUIDIWAS PURE AND CLEANFOREVER……NOWTHAT I BREATHETHE AIR THAT I BREATHETHE AIR THAT I BREATHE IS DIRTIEDBY DOUBT;DIRTIED IN TURNBY ANGER AND FEAR…… ONCEWHEN I BREATHED LIQUIDIWAS ONE,WILDAND FREE….. ONCEWHEN I BREATHED LIQUID LOVE/I WASNOT ALONE/NEVER APART FROM ME AND MINE,/IWAS MOST AT HOME … /…. NOW THAT […]
I DO NOT SLEEP NAKED ON SATIN SHEETSI DO NOT SLEEP AT ALL ……..I DO NOT CLUTCH HATRED WITH BATED BREATHI DO NOT KEEP THE SCOREI WILL NOT WEAR COLOURS WHICH YOU ASSIGNI AM NOT WHAT YOU PERCIEVEI AM FREE LIKE THE SMOKE OF THE AUTUMN LIGHTSAND THE PASSION MY HEART BREATHES •••I DO NOT […]
*FOR LAURIE ANDERSON AND KEVIN ROSS BALL GO INCUBATE INDELICATE LANGUAGEANO COMMUNICATEDOOM •••••…. A BADLY SCRIPTED SCENARIO WHERETHE ONES YOU LOVE MUST BE SACRIFICED CRUELLYTO THE INSECT GODOF LIESABOUT NOTHING WE EVER WANTEDBUT EVERYTHING WE DENIEDTHAT WE LOVED EACH OTHER BYTHE STARLIT FIELDS OF A COUNTRYSIDETHE TALKING HEADS ON TV DECLARESO MUCH HEALTHIER WITHOUT THE […]
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Equal
WITH SOCIETY NOW EAGERLY TEARING ITSELF APARTWITHGREED AND SELFISHNESSIN EXCESSI SIT OUTSIDE IT AGAIN TODAYWONDERINGFROM MY OBSCURE AND QUIET PLACEOF VISIONWHY ANYONE ELSE ISNT OUTRAGEDAT ALL THE CHEAP PROPAGANDA DICTATING AND BROADCASTINGISOLATION, ALIENATION, AND ELITIST MYTHS,THE FRAUDULENT IDEA THAT LOVE CAN BE SYMBOLIZEDTHROUGH DEATH AND PAINAND LIES ENGRAVEDON TACKY RED PAPER HEARTSAND FRAMED IN EXCESSIVE […]
INSIDE SHATTERINGGLASS WORLDSI AM REFLECTING •••••••••••• //WANNA BE A BLACKMAN/WHITELAND/CLONE ••••••••••••• IWANNA BE A BLACKMAN/ WHITELAND/DRONE •••••••••••••INSIDEWE ARE ALL THE SAMESHATTERED MESS OF DREAMS/INSIDEWE ARE ALL. THE SAME/WE ARE ALL IN THE SAMESAD AND SORRY SCENES/WE ARE SHARING THE SAME SICK DREAM/WEARE ALL THE SAME PRIMAL SCREAM·I N S I D E••••••••••••/You CANNOT STEALWHAT You […]
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Why
Sweet is the PeaceOf Silence / Soothing / PeaceIs the Power of Silence BeautyComesQuietly / BeautifullyTo Me / ISee No Power in Violence Why Came Sweetly toMy Presence / SweetIn His Powerful Silence Questioning EVERYTHING!Yes…Yes…….Doubting His Beauty Was Worthy……. Sweet isThe Peace ILove You In,BeautifulKoreanChild. I’m Not Afraid of the Dark #6414 August 1997
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Seeing Things Through
A WORLD LIES HIDDEN BENEATH THE WORLD WHERE IT IS POSSIBLE TO SEE THROUGH FORM….. FORM IS WHAT MAKES UP THE WORLD WE SEE BUT THIS DOESN’T REALLY SHOW US WHAT’S ACTUALLY THERE WE DEFINE WHAT WE SEE THROUGH OUR FRAIL PETTY SENSES BELIEVING ONLY WHAT WE PERCEIVE AS REALITY THOUGH THIS REALITY CAN CHANGE […]
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Seeing and Being Seen
With Perfect Clarity I was Born For a Purpose I knew but then forgot Til Father Time saw fit to Ripen Me to My Passion Nothing can Keep Me Apart from What I Love and so I Learned of My Natural Fearlessness and in This took both Heart and Faith. In a clearly Insane World […]
Despite Your Best Efforts to Destroy Me, Here I still Shine, Beautifully Howling Joyously throughout The Cosmos, “I am ALIVE! I am FREE. And I L o v e The LIFEFORCE!” so Nothing can Keep Me Apart from You whom I Love. Without Hesitation I dive Headfirst into The Obscure Depths of Your Madness Because […]
(WHEN IS TIME?) *FOR LAURIE ANDERSON SPIRIT FOUND FORMTHROUGH DESIRE/AS DESIRE FINDS FOCUS THROUGH FORMSDIFFERENTLY/DESIRE IS A MATTER OF INTERPRETATION,SEEMS TO INVOLVE ONLY FEELINGS,AND NO THOUGHT AT ALL/NOT THINKING OF ITSELF COMPLETELY REAL/DESIRE IS SEEMINGLY ACHIEVED THROUGH OTHERS/DESIRE IS NOTHINGBY ITSELF/THOUGH ALONEAND AFRAIDDESIRE IS/……………………OF SELF-DISCOVERY/FOR DESIREDOES NOT UNDERSTAND SPIRIT/AND SPIRIT IS INVISIBLE TODESIRE………………………./DESIRE ONLY APPEARS […]
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Believe
FAITHWHICH WAS LOSTIN AN ILLUSION OF LOVEWAS/IS/WILL BE/AND ALWAYSNEVERYET PERSISTED IN THE MINDS OF THECHILDREN OF HEAVENAND CONVINCED THEMOF NOTHING FROM ITS EVIL, ROOTLESS BEINGAND SO THE BELIEF IN NOTHINGROSE ON HIGH LIKE A FALSE SUNAND BLINDED VISIONAND THE WORLD WAS HENCE PERCEIVEDIN SWEAT AND FEARIN COMPETITION AND IN INADEQUACYFORNOW THE BELIEF IN SCARCITYWAS WORSHIPPED […]
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Totality
*FOR KATHERINE CHRONOS THOUGHTSTURNING OVER AND OVER/ TO BAKELIKE NOTES IN THE RAYSOF SOME DIVINE FIRE,/MY MUSERISESFROM HER NEWLY BLOSSOMED BEDIN THE FLOWERS OF A FIERY CLEANFOREVER/ CATCHES A SWEETBREEZE FROM HEAVEN/ MY MUSECOMES TO ME/ COMING TO MINDA WILD CHILDRESPLENDENT/REBELLIOUSMY MUSE FLIES…..MY MUSE RUNS FROM ME…WINGED AND WISE, MYMUSE NEVER LETS MECATCH HOLD OF […]
*FOR FACEBOY THERE WAS A TIME SO CLEANWHEN LIFE HERE ON EARTH WAS RESPECTED FORTHE PRIMAL AND THE WILDFOR MOTHER NATURE HAS EVEN BLESSED HER MONSTERS TODAY WE DON’T BELIEVE ANYTHINGWITHOUTTHE LENSESOF SCIENCE AND CYNICISM WHICH,LONG AGO WAS TAUGHT TO US BY THE PRIMAL…. NOWWE CHOOSETO CUT OURSELVES BY DEFINITION INTO SWEET LITTLEBITE-SIZED SNACKS BECAUSE […]
*FOR JASON SPIRO FOR YEARSTHEY HAVE PAINTED SICK PICTURES OFTHE WORLD, OF THOSE THEY ESTEEM INFERIORAND OF THEMSELVES ARROGANTLY THEY DECLARE THEY DOMINATE THE PLANET BUT WE KNOW BETTERDON’T WEO SHARP BRIGHT TEETH? (COLD SCREAMING MOUTH AGAPE) TONIGHTWHEN WE RISE FROH THE DEPTHS OF THE DEEP BLACK WAVES WE SHALL RE-EDUCATE THE NAKED APESWE’LL TEACH […]
IN ONLYTHE SWEETEST GESTURESDO WE SLASH EACH OTHER TO RIBBONSROASTING EACH OTHER ALIVE IN EFFIGY COMEDYIS THE ART OF VIVISECTING THE VISION OF OTHERS WE ALL LAUGH IN EARNEST ATYOUR MORE SERIOUS ATTEMPTSTO EXPRESS TRUTH, WHICH TO UsIS PASSE- – ·- — WE KNOW THE CENTRAL TRUTH ISTHERE IS NO CENTRAL TRUTH,ONLYCOMEDY CENTRALBROADCAST FOR A […]
*FOR LEE DOWNNG WHERE THERE’S SMOKETHERE’S HEAT /WHERE THERE’S LIGHTSOMETIMESTHERE ‘S A BLAZE/CAN YOU SMELL IT?/THE STINK OF BURNINGPLASTIC/CAN YOU FEEL IT GET JUST A LITTLE BIT HOTTER IN HERE?/IT’S REALLYNOT YOUR IMAGINATION/ AND THERE ARE DEMONS IN THE LIGHT /DEMONSWHO CAN SING AND DANCE/DEMONS WHICH CAN AMUSE AND ENTERTAINBUTNEVERTHELESS THEY ARE DEMONSAND YOU HAVE […]
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The Darkness
________________________________________________for JC,Trent Reznor___ and Clive Barker Empty and Black as Spaceisthe Night Outside_______________________________________________/As I,The Dark Prince of Desire, ____Reign/..As I, the Dark Prince think__________________________INSIDEMe/ColdInside.Chill-DeathInside.Cold/The Darkness/Secrets/Hide./..I Have Many/The Darkness/HidesI See Many/The Darkness/HidesI Have Many/The Darkness/HidesI See Many/The Darkness/Hides…./ “Vision is Not______________ for Darkness….Vision_________ is For Light.”(Vision is not for darkness, vision is for light?) The Darkness […]
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Sick
*FOR TRENT REZNOR “EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!” SIGHED THE SKELETON,GLEAMINGIN DARKNESSDELIGHTEDWITHIN ITS LITTLE BONESTHAT IT HAD DISCOVEREDTHE SECRET OF LIFE/……….DEATH WAS THE SECRET OF LIFE IN THE DARK “I AM NOT BONES,” SPOKE THE BONES“I AM BEAUTIFUL…”BUT NOTHING COULD ANSWER IT PERFECTIN DARKNESS. “AND I’M NOT ALONE,” CONTINUED THE BONESIN VAST CONCAVITIESOF DEEPESTDARKESTSPACE AND NOTHINGCOULD ANSWER ITPERFECTLY BLANK. […]
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Nothing
FINAL ENTREES of POETRYFROM THE BUFFET OF SICKNESSSERIES # 1…………………………. * for Sharon StoneWe BelieveIn The Saving Power of Jesus/..We Believe Nothing/..We Believe Lovecan Save Us from Ourselves/..We Believe Nothing/…We Believe It’s Time/We Believe in Time/We Believe It’s Time WeTook Better/We Believe This Time, We can Take Better/ We Believein Taking, and […]
This is a Prayer______ For the Final Hour/… For Our Lady of Steel Talons/I do not have a Vehicle../ The Mistress of Circumstances Beyond Our Control/… Our Lady of Sweet Flowers/pray with Us/splattered in the blood of Christ/is seething in Red Agonies____in this Prayer For The Final Hour/Drawn Breath on Wind________Takes Angels Wings/ Through The […]
Everyday in dry feverishInfernos of Lust I explode Destruction swiftly sweepingthrough my sensesand sensations of rigid, coldand Slime-darkened unfulfillingOrgasmreach out to grab my ballswith icy fangsand rip Them bloodyfrom my body Everydayin Brutal Enslavementto my horrid third leg, Veiny and stiffand Inflamed with Power Demanding my attention,Demanding your affection, thick, hardblood-engorgedmuscle at your Service Everyday,Everynight, […]
*FOR BILL SCORPIO (WILLIAM INGRAM), I MISS YOU I feel the Devil inside Mecrawling at the pit of my stomachin the depths of my bowelswhispering his carnal curse(that and) for the Very Meat I am (And Crave)to rot like animal shit from My BonesAnd I Pray for the Light of The SunFor the Devil begins […]
*dedicated Respectfully to Wes Craven / F. Paul Wilson Paul Verhoeven/ Dario Argento John Carpenter \Stephen King and Vincent Downing ( who found” Queen Beast” soothing) The Devil is an Insect/One to the Second Power/Here in the First Galactic QuadrantThis Has been Discovered/From the Unholy Watchtowers ofCyberXenoPhotophobes/ Menacing…ADemonic Infestation of Deadly Savage InsectsCruelly Starved in […]
Dedicated Respectfully to Robert Smith/Elisabeth Fraser/ Morrissey/Frankie Clinton/Simon Le Bon and Anne Rice A Lightstorm Rages Ablaze in HeavenTonightand in this Dark Cityof Intolerant Qualities of Lifeit is Raining Angelsand Demonsdown on the Damned inDark Seething Waveswhere Writhing in Agonyin the Brutal Assault ofD a r k B u r n i n g R a i nfrom […]
*for Barbara Brady “Smile, You Miserable Bitch”I sayto the Old N a s t y Witchin The Cracked Mirrors Of PainVisibleOn Her Rage Walk to DeliverFuries Hookedto The She-Devil’s Triangle through Her Blood Flowing Rivers….and Smell Her N a s t y Hairy Bush…. “Smile, You Miserable Bitch!”I Laughat The She-BeastTrapped In a Tormented Past(She […]
You are living in the Same World I do,Speaking the Same Language,Watching the Same Television and Reading the Same Books, Papers and Magazines,Going to the Same Moviesand Riding The Same Planes. Trains and Automobiles as I,And You have Told MeIn Many Different WaysGood, Bad, AmbivalentIndirect and Insanely that You Love Meand Still Somehow You have […]
English THE CREATURE Did/CREATURE/THE CREATURE DIDSweetly…/… THE CREATURE did/CREATURE/THE CREATURE DIDMeekly…/… THE CREATURE Did/CREATURE/THE CREATURE DIDSleekly ../…. THE CREATURE did/CREATURE/ THE CREATURE DIDTeach Me…./………………THE CREATURE DID FEATUREA HOLE IN ITS TEEF-AHS//A HOLE IN THE ROWSOF ITS SHARP, SHINING CHOMPERS… THE CREATURE DID LECTUREA MEAL FROM ITS TEACHER/ /A SOULIN THE HOLEOF ITS SOLD, VACANT FEATURES..//.. […]
English LET ME TAKE THIS LIGHT/THIS LIFEI HAVE BEEN GIVEN/… /….THIS ENERGY/… LET ME LOVE AND LOOK UPON IT ALWAYSAS PRECIOUS AS IT WAS GIVEN TO ME/………PURE…/WHOLE….……/INTENSE…../CLEAN…../LET THE ENERGY THAT I AMBE. LET THE ENERGY THAT I AM/FREELYBE SUFFICIENT/VIBRATING AWAY DECEPTIONS/…..PROBING DEEPLY QUIETFOR TRUTH/AS IT DOES ITS REGULAR AND FREQUENTUNSEEN WORK./ FLOWING BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFULLY […]
English Breathlessfor a dark passion,She is His Hunger/She is His He/A Nancy Boy—A Drag-Thing/… Castrated by Delusional Society…./… Ghosts between His LegsHe Prays for Bigger Tits to ParadeWounded…/Weeping…/Dying…………./But Still Dancing From The Womb to the Grave,Begging and Bitching for Money…/.. And Now ………….Here Lies Nobody R.I.P/…. Once Upon a Time,Death came to Visit Me/I had nothing to Offer Death […]
English *For Gavin Ritchie Where is a Moon’s LightShining in the SkySpaced Clean in StarlightShining in My Mind? Why is this cold lightshining in my EyeandCalling all The Night ThingsSinging to The Sky? Where Sing the insects?Where sing the frogs?Where Sing the felines?Where sing the dogs? How hides EternityIn What We Call “The Light?”Sparkling Purity?Pure […]
English For Wazzi, and Dr. Robert H. HERE I STANDUNDER THE STARS BENEATH THE WORLD IN A FANTASTIC FUTURE STATE… CALLING TO YOU… FALLING FOR YOU…/… SKY BLUE HEAVEN…… ALL IS BLUE THERE/.. CLOUDLESS HEAVENS…/.. LOVE IS HEAVEN../.. LOVE IS HEAVEN/…..WHERE I STAND NOW, […]
“The Insidious Illusion of Choice” Dutch version DE (-VERRADERLIJKE-) ILLUSIE VAN KEUZE For Zee! “Ik Vergelijk Niet,”…. /…..”Ik Relateer Niet,” “Ik Betwist Niet,”…../…….”Ik Creeer Niet,” NEGENTIEN BILJOEN LEVENS KIES ER EEN/(ENTER) ACHTTIEN MILJARD STERVEN KIES ER EEN/(ENTER) […]
English TIME IS SO INSIDIOUS,SAVAGE, CRUELAND HIDEOUS,TIME TO BEA MONSTER AND TO FEED MY GREED…TIME IS SO INSIDIOUS,SAVAGE, CRUELAND HIDEOUS,TIME TO BLAME A MONSTERON MY NEED TO FEED..TIME IS SO INSIDIOUS,SAVAGE, CRUELAND HIDEOUS,TIME TO DREAMTHE NIGHTMARE OFMY DARKEST DREAMS…“THE REALITY OF YOUR PERFECTION IS NOT FOR YOU TO DECIDE../YOUR PERFECTION IS NOT AVAILABLE FOR YOU […]
English Oh Have Mercy!/Pity us!/We, of The Pitiless…/…Show Mercy,And Show Pity —whileWe HaveNo Mercy/.. Show us Mercy!/Pity us!/ We, of The Hideous../OhHave Faith and Show LoveTo Our Ugly Old Dreams…/… Love and Care and Die for Us——We, of the Merciless../Love and Care and LiveIn FoulAnd Failing Dreams.. Find and Love an IdiotGorgeous,but Worthless FuckFull of […]
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Gute Kraft 1
English Gute Kraft, said Frau FinneganWaiting for Her Husbandto Come Home Late From Work… Just Imagine it..The Dinner is on the Table,A feast steaming and waiting on the plates Her Husband comes home tothis surprise Frau Finnegan says,‘You’re late Motherfucker,where have you been?I have been working and slaving all dayover a hot stove! This is […]
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Gute Kraft 2
English Gute Kraft to you too, WifeSays Herr Finnegan You let me come hometo a Half Cooked Dinner?These Potatoes are as hard as Stone!! Howdo You expect me to eat that? Don’t I keep you contentWith Pearls and JewelsYou Ungrateful Bitch?I could almost believe you areStoned, expecting me to toleratesuch abuse… I work hard to […]
English Though True Love decided uponand ChoseOur Union Long Ago Daily,we attempt to undo thisthrough‘Our Right to Separation’ Producing excessive,Destructiveand NeedlessConflict Between Us The Differences We Champion, Defendand Side Uponseem quite Divergent and Apartthough, ReallyWe Complement each otherIn a Cosmic Statement of Love For Me, Loving You is Effortless and EasyFor You, Loving Me is […]
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Bitch, Be Realistic
English Bitch,is You Crazy? I aint going on National TVand sayingThat Evil Shit/ It’s Unbelievably Bitterand Cynical, Really… An Idealist falls in love with LoveA Realist gets married to MoneyAn Idealist tries love and save The WorldA Realist tries to build their Reputation and Future in it. Bitch,Be Realistic……../ Leave Your Dark ImaginingsBehind You…Reality is […]
English It was only LoveWhich WAS THE TERRIBLE Consequence of The HeartA Chemical Reaction of Sound and LightThat Grew all the Flowers of Truth And BeautyIn the Endless Gardens of DelightBeautiful Flowers grown Magically OvernightFor Such Love was A DutyAnd an HonourOnly the Shootmg Stars Of Passion overheadcould Express with Speed and LightAnd It was […]
English Life was no Different For Faggots In SissylandSome Faggots Had, While Some Faggots Didn’t Same Old Stupid Story, ReallyThose FaggotsWho Believed They Were Privileged and BetterDenied, Ignored and DespisedThose Faggots who were Notas Middle Class and White as They. Ever in TerrorOf Homelessness and PovertyFaggots‘Who Believed They Were More Special and Lovely’were […]
English ‘Dear Mister Finnegan’I READ, SCRATCHING WHAT LOOKED LIKE A DRIED BOOGER OFF THE PAGE‘We are not accepting Unsolicited Manuscripts at this time.Please try us again, later in the year’ THAT’S ODD, I NOTED, WHEN I CHECKED ‘WRITER’S MARKET’ AGAIN CAREFULLY,THAT PUBLISHING COMPANY NOW NO LONGER EVEN EXISTS—I GUESS THE JOKE’S ON ME. ‘Dear Mister Finnegan Thank you for contributing, however,your material is […]
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Fuck-Off!
English ”At the toneThe Time will be 9:36 a.m. and 33 SecondsAt the tone,The Time will be 1:48 p.m. and 44 SecondsAt the tone,The Time will be 7:57 p.m and 55 SecondsAt the tone,The Time will be 2 a.m…..” ”I’m Sorry, I can’t come to the Phone right now.I’m out looking for a Job […]
English Hey There, YouBubble-Headed Whining White PrickI’ll give your mouth something betterThan BitchingTo do… Hard to ComplainGagging on 9 inches ofBIG BLACK DICKIsn’t It? Scary Black BastardFresh Out of JailSeeksWhining Wimpy White BoyTo Kick Merrily In The AssOr to Beat Black and BlueAnd stuff Him away in the BasementHidden From Vainglorious Display and Useless ViewWhile […]
English Middle Aged Single White Female,with fragrant Vintage Pussy / now recently Divorced and Atoning for anUtterly Wasted Youth/of Bad Career Choices and Abusive Husbands/…Now Seeking Sick,Crazy Black BastardFor Regular Treatments of Punishment./ Mental Cruelty,/ Torture and Abuse/..Must have Own Dungeon of Darkness/..Must bring Own Chains/..Must Love Golden Showers of spite/..Must Love to be Shat […]
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LaserWoman
English Smoothly Shaped In Silver/ My Stiff, sleek, SensualRobot Body/ boogies down,/Gleaming In Chrome/Moves in Timeto The Cosmic Trance Music/Moves in TimeIn The Evil Techno Dance Party/The Lady Cyborgthat I amPumps, twists andShakes Her Bionic BehindIn time to theThe Evil Trance Music Playing In My Mindwith Precision, Timing and Perfection/…In A dark and dimly litDisneyworld […]
English King Kong, Famous American Film Star/made his first Theatrical Debut in the1930’s/He was 50 feet tall, Needed a Really Big Trailer…plus he ate tons and tonsof fruit a day..not the easiest of Stars to feed and keep happy on the set/King Kong’sDinosaur Costars were a little easier to please and feed.. ./When Hungry, they […]
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Laugh at The Demon
English Hungry, Evil Demon HidingSecretly Inside Me…./Divine Love has shinedIts Eternal Light of My Awareness upon You…´/ Now,You cannot hide from me../Now You Cannot Hide… You will Heal and bea Forgiven and Loved Monster/for I shall Lovingly Master You/and You willfeel more Richly, more Deeply/rather than more Painfully,more Insidiously.. I shall Replace all Your HungerWith […]
English I JUST CAN’T TAKE THE PROOF/….WHILE I HIDE FROM THE TRUTH/..AND I DO MY LITTLE EGO DANCE/ …AND STRUT LIKE A GOOF/.. I CREATE MY OWN PAIN/..AND ITS HERE THAT I GAINALL THE SICKNESS AND THE SADNESS I INHERIT FROM FAME/.. I BELONG WITH MY OWN//…AND THE PLACE I CALL HOME […]
English I DON’T WANT TO KNOW THE DARKNESS BACKWARDS/…I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO TELL YOU..I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO TELL YOU.. I DON’T WANT TO DROWN IN THE BACKWARDS DARKNESS/…IT CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO HOLD ME/YOU CANNOT EVEN BEGINTO KNOW ME…/… I HAVE ONLY REACHED THE DARKNESS BACKWARDS/I […]
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Revelation Meditation
English THERE IS JUST (1)/I AM JUST (2)/THERE IS JUST(3)/I AM JUST (4)/…THERE IS NO PAIN/..THERE IS NO AGING/..THERE IS NO HATRED/..THERE IS NO FEAR/..THERE IS NO WAR/..THERE IS NO MADNESS/…THERE IS NO SICKNESS/..THERE IS NO DEATH/…LIFE’S ALL JUST PURE/LIFE’S ALL JUSTFREE/IT’S ALWAYS TRUETHAT THERE IS JUST LIGHT/IT’S ALL NOW PURE/IT’S ALL NOWFREE/IT’S ALLSO HEALTHY/THERE […]
For Dennis BOUNCED MY HEART A CHECK/..FEARED MY BROKEN NECK/..DREAM MYSELF AWAY IN A MESSOF MY OWN MAKING..//..FANTASIZING SLEEKELEGANT DECEITS/..LIES FOR ALL OCCASIONS, ILLUSIONSOF EMOTION//REVERIE SO SWEET/..ELEGANT DECEITS/..LIES FOR ALL OCCASIONS, ILLUSIONSOF RELATION//WISH TO HAVE A LIFE/..JEALOUSLY DESPISED/..DREAMS OF MY SURVIVAL, MY SADIMAGINATION//DREAMED I HAD A LIFEEVERYONE DENIED/…ATE ME FROM […]
English The Loudest People Rule the World/The Hate They Claim/a Stakein Death/The Hate They Name in Fame/A Fate so Wrecked/….The Dream/The Scream/The Nothingness/They Dream/ They Screamin Nothingness/The Scream/The Dream/The Loneliness/The Scheme/….A Dream/.A Specialness/A God they Dream of– is not there!/A GodThey Love in Dark Despair/The Lie/The Hate/The Light […]
English From The Tiny Point of View of you RighteousStanky Buttholes,You aint so special, Mister and missesMy Black ass is normal /From The Critical Point ofview of your shakin Stanky Ass, Heaven Knowsyou’re nothing more than a waste-maker,/A means todispose of all that boneless greasy KFC/ Best youkeep you a level head/And […]
English Only the Deluded and FoolishHate Poetry/Only The Deluded canDo this so foolishly/Only the DeludedLive Happy in Darkness/Only the DeludedAnd Cruel can See Enmity/Only the Deceivedcan SeeAll Punishment As God/…Give the Gifts of Rage and Hate/..Give Your Pain to Celebrate/..In Your Artless DarknessTo Be Better Self-Deceived/Give the Gifts of Rage and Hate/…Give […]
English The Dreams of MankindAre..//Was..//Must be Denied//The ImpulseGenerally Described By Enlightened MindsAs Meaningless//Produce the Illusory Effects of Delay/And Is TragicallyThe Petty Senseless Process which creates the Need for Time//The Impulse//The Impulse//The Impulse […]
English Listen carefully, Take in the sights and sounds of Modern Civilisation.Is it not a marvel? Is it not a mess? Is it not a mess of a marvel?Egos Everywhere. A world steeped in boiling, hidden images of Sickness and Rot.Lies Everywhere. A world of Hatred, Darkness and Violence taught, respected and […]
English In a moment of clarity, it came to meInstantly,The Answer ever I’ve been seekingIn The Sick Prison House of My Dreams It was the Secret of Eternal Light and Life Ever Begging Mein My Nightmares of Madness and Deathto AwakenIn LightAnd Dwell no longer in Dreams I do not understand the Purpose of This […]
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Never Last…
For Steven English Always Naked and BeautifulIn a wild Alien Light,here the Lovely TruthShines for thee/.. Reflecting Backwards and Beautifully in the Holy and Unbroken Mirror of Now The Fading and SickImages of the Lost World of Time She holds herself Upright, Thinking Coldly“You Will Never See My Past.” He holds himself closerIn The Freezing […]
For Ray, and For Ohlen English Out of a quiet sense of lonelinessdid he undress and expressHis Ass… His Heart wasnot there/not in it/ not there to be known, held or had/..because He had eaten it outin envy andin Hatred of all his close associates. SecretlyYou See,He believed he was detestable, despicable and weakYou see,Secretly,He […]
English These are the things that come to mindout of spaceout of time It’s LifeIt’s WonderfulIt’s BeautifulIt’s painful It’s LightIt’s wonderfulIt’s HorribleIt’s Painful The thought of dying suddenly in a horrible deathlike in a fiery spectacular car wrecknever crossed my mindnever crossed my mind We are gathered here today, to honour/to honour to– no repeat […]
English I wasgoing to read you some poetry tonightwhich really aint some sing-song CaveNigger bullshitbut then I noticed all you Uppity WhiteBitches and Bastardshad already gone outsideand left the theater so politelyempty for meonly to return later with your Friends in Forcewhen it was Your Turn to perform/How nice of you!/Leaving me to wonder where […]
*For Nate Manning For Eva For Trent Reznor You creep, you crawl, You Animals,You hate the way you’re goingYou bite, you kick,you scratch, you scream,but you don’t really seeyou are slavesyou don’t really seethat you’re blind in the darknessof insufferable ignorance/believing/Blind in the DarknessBelieving in it/believingThe Darkness you believe in is part of the natural […]
English Slash Me SweetlyWith a RazorBlast Me BreathlessWith a Magnum/.Fuck Me GentlyWith a Chainsaw../Fuck Me GentlyWith a Chainsaw/… Bash Me BrainlessWith a Nightstick/..Brain Me SenselessWith a Hammer../..Fuck Me GentlyWith a Chainsaw/.Fuck Me GentlyWith a Chainsaw ./.. You BattleAxe-Hag-FacedIvory Bitch/Don’t Fuck with Me/Won’t takeYour Shit/You Stink-Pussy Fuck-WittedCheesy Clit/Trying toThieve My Life/You Suck Limp Dick/You Dumb AssMotherfucking […]
English Tits are funto play with…/Ilove My Titties!/Often, I like to pinch the pinknipples of my titswith my fineRed Lacquered Nails/..Often, I like to suckle themwhile I’m Lactating with Milk/..My Tittiesare so big and jigglyI can dothatwith them/I can do thatCause My Breast Receptaclesare So Damned Big!/ Tits are funto play with…/Ilove my boobies!/Big and […]
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Ik Wil Dat Ook
For Bartje I Am Quiet/I am Kind/Ik Ben Rustig/Ik ben Vriendelijk/Elated/ And naked before youVerheugd/ En naakt sta ik voor jeIn bioelectric rain/I climbIn bioelectrische regen/klim ik (You don’t see me)(je ziet me niet) Do you care?Maakt het je wat uit?Do You Mind?Doet het je wat ? Just Me,Alleen Ik,the OneDegeneTo LetDie JeYou KnowLaat Weten […]
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Orientation
English Electric Vibration/…My Father /My MotherElectric Vibration/..My Memories /My ChildhoodElectric Vibration/..My Present Life, /My History, /My Past Lives/Electric Vibration/My Future ,/My Awakening/ My EnlightenmentElectric Vibration/My Energy /My PurityElectric Vibration/ Alive. Extend. Communicate. / Electrocute. / Illuminate Creation. What are vibrations from Heart? Why does Mind ask? Where is Mind? Clarity. Spirits kiss […]
The Subject never recognises itself/ The Subject is lost/ The Subject believesNothing beyond the boundaries of perception/The Subject believes it is anIllusion/The Subject is Real,/but The Subject does not know or understandthis/Be Patient with The Subject/.The Subject does not understand its ownReality/The Subject is asleep Spiritually/However, The Subject has given itsbelief away in advance to […]
The Fireis coming here/..The Fire isComing/.. To Burn Away All The DarknessIn Your Mind/..To Burn Away All The DarknessIn Your Life/..To Blast Away All Your Bullshit and Your Lies/To Blast Away All Your Bullshit and Your Lies/Your Lies/Your Mind/Your Life/ The Fire/The Tower/The Power/is the./The FireIs/The Fire is ComingHere/The Fire is Coming To Burn Down […]
“You Cheap Hookersaint Fooling Me!/ You’re Selliog White Ass,You’re always Selling Whte Ass to me./.. Ass I cant really afford if its so Vain,White and NastyLike It Always Seems to Be..(now Why is that?)/… Bitch, gonna Scatch Out Your EyesWhore,unless you keep it real!Keep it fucking real, bitch!Keep it real with me!/.. Sleazy Fucking Brown […]
Good Morning America, Land of The Free/I never miss you,I never miss youwhile the rest of the planet is somuch more Cool and Free./As a Traveling Poet I really do knowIts a Nation-less Life that’s for me/While Reality is so much more interesting than Old Dull Dead WhiteDreams/While Reality is so much more interesting/than mucking […]
When you call up The Devilto curseanother,you cannot expect what you want…./…The Devil doesnot know how to behave,/..The Devil will not be politeand will certainlyturn you andyour world upside down….—–for that is but The Devil’s Purpose/..………………………………….to deceive you,and for you tomisuse and misperceive yourself and your worldthrough wrong and negative perception and thought./… The Devil […]
Or,“Why Angry, Queer Black Poets dont get Published bY Racist, Homophobic Morons!”c.**************************************************************************** Analyse ThisYouNasty White Bitch!/My Teeth,Your Tits!/You Cheesy, White Clit!/ My BlackAss __Wont FryThis Time,You Slime!/Your Lies,Your Crime/You Narrow Ass Minds!/ You Want to hang backBefore You Attack/BetterTuck in Your ShirtBefore You Get Hurt/. You Analyse That YouNastyBlack Bastards/Master itFaster orGet Your Ass Plastered/ErgoEgosDont Share […]
“Don’t Use The Word“I”In Your Poetry For if You want to Write withReal Genius, Unique to You and withAll Your ImaginedInspired Freedom… come from a littleand smaller sense of meto work a senseof clearmastery in your poems…/ In other words,do them Like Me, You know, Just Like I Would/ Make Them Somethingabout Forms and Shapes […]
Saying I love you is better than/Ready, then?/Saying My Doing isloving my thingsYou can’t haveWhat is mine, don’t you wishthat you could? My Mother’s Cunny whipped Your Mother’s Cunnyand wiped up the floor withthoseBig Saggy Tits/My Mother’s Cunny licked Your Mother’s Cunnyand wiped up the floorwiththat Ugly White Bitch/ SoMe Mum Always SaidI think with […]
Never The Bitch/to makeScenes inthe Bar/Really Neverthe Bitch to be SEEN at the Bar/Drunk with rottenGreen Ghosts/And White Wine/so bizarre!/TankedOn Rotten Green Potion/and Blood Caviar/Tankedon Rotten Green Potionand Blood Caviar/Tanked Cause I’m Never The Bitch/causeI’m Never The Bitch/cause I’m Never the./Never THE/ Never The Bitchto make SCREAMAT the Bar/Cause I Never/ the bitch/well INever/ THE […]
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The World Outside An Anglophile
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Republican Nightmare
( “Just because your ass is bleeding, doesn’t make you top dog.”– – Norman Mailer, 1987)
(*motherfucked)
PoetryFrom TheFeast of Fear# 5 “H u n g e r” *for the Artist formerly known as Melanie Myle
PoetryFrom TheFeast of Fear# 4 “T w i s t e d” *for Adonis Fazekas with Love
PoetryFrom TheFeast of Fear# 3 “F r a n t i c” for Johnny Pavlou with love
PoetryFrom TheFeast of Fear# 2 “N i c k s” *…for the Man of My Dreams
PoetryFrom TheFeast of Fear# 1 “S c a r e d” *for Jonathan Walsh, You Cannot Hide from Me Forever……
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Sick Illusions of Life That Dream
( For They can Do Nothing Else)
More PoetryFrom TheDark Side Series # 2
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Baila Con El Diablo
(Dance with The Devil)
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