*for Jerico and Frankie Clinton
THIS IS HOW
THE LIFEFORCE WOKE ME UP/
TO THE LIT SKY/BEHIND THE SCREEN/OF ANOTHER MAN’S/
MIND/FIRST
THERE WERE MUSICIANS/AND THIS IS HOW/I KNEW LOVE THEN
LIKE YOU DON’T KNOW NOW/THE WAY A MAN CRIES WITH
SEX
IN HIS EYE/SPITTING
HIS SEETHING
SEMEN LINES/THE WAY A MAN HOLDS YOU/IN HIS MIND/TRACING YOU THOROUGHLY
WITH HIS EYE/BLINDING YOU BEAUTIFULLY
WITH HIS SHINE/PAINTING YOU COLORFULLY/IN HIS MIND/ “HE
COMES
IN WAVES
OF DESIRE/HE ARRIVES IN WAVES
OF DELIGHT /HE SHINES
IN THE WAVES OF
GODFIRE/HE LIVES IN THE LOVE
OF THE LIGHT/HE AND HIS FEMININE ASPECTED HALF
NOW ARRIVE TO ALL MINDS IN WAVES LIKE THE ANCIENT OCEANS
HE COMES IN WAVES OF COLORS/HE COMES IN WAVES OF MOTION
HE TRAVELS THROUGH WAVES OF SOUND/HE COMES IN WAVES OF THE LIGHTS/
HE COMES
AND THERE IS NO STOPPING HIM/ …AND YOU MUST NOW LOVE YOUR CREATOR….
AS YOU MUST NOW LOVE WHAT YOU ARE “
UNINTERESTED IN PLACEBOS /I’M INVISIBLE WITH NO EGO/AND SO
I SIT BETWEEN/WHAT MEN DESIGN/THE SAME SEX/AND YET/
NOT THE SAME SEX EACH TIME/WITH MY PURE AND FEMININE MIND/I SIGH…….
AT THE WAY A MAN LAYS DOWN DEAD AND DIES/WITH MY CLEAN AND FEMININE MIND
I FLY/ PAST THE WAY A MAN SHOOTS SEX WITH HIS EYE/FILLING UP DEATHS WITH NOTHING
BINDING/I RESPOND LIVING, BEAUTY BLINDING/ALL THESE PAST
AND GONE IN MIND/THERE IS NOTHING TO REMIND YOU/THIS IS MY LIFEFORCE KEPT IN MIND/HOW THE SHINING
LIFEFORCE CAN REMIND YOU OF ALL LIFE LIT AND KEPT FROM TIME/ THIS IS HOW I KNOW
I AM..
A L I V E/……..AND WHY I WAS SENT TO LOVE AND FIND YOU…
6, APRIL 1999